Wednesday, April 8, 2020

Today's Meditation - Maundy Thursday - April 9, 2020


Today’s Meditation for Maundy Thursday
Luke 22:14-20
14When the hour came, he took his place at the table, and the apostles with him. 15He said to them, “I have eagerly desired to eat this Passover with you before I suffer; 16for I tell you, I will not eat it until it is fulfilled in the kingdom of God.” 17Then he took a cup, and after giving thanks he said, “Take this and divide it among yourselves; 18for I tell you that from now on I will not drink of the fruit of the vine until the kingdom of God comes.” 19Then he took a loaf of bread, and when he had given thanks, he broke it and gave it to them, saying, “This is my body, which is given for you. Do this in remembrance of me.” 20And he did the same with the cup after supper, saying, “This cup that is poured out for you is the new covenant in my blood.

This day/evening is one of the most sacred in the Christian Year.  We generally celebrate by gathering with our Christian sisters and brothers and we share communion together.  This year, that is not to be.  I am envisioning Christ with his disciples in that Upper Room.  The disciples were more than likely in a buoyant, expectant mood.  After all just days ago, the crowds in the street were praising God, shouting Hosannas and waving Palm fronds, placing their cloaks on the ground for the young donkey Jesus rode upon.  But I think Jesus was mired in a more somber apprehension of what was to come that night.  There can be no doubt that Jesus stared at that broken loaf of bread on the table and caught a vision of what would happen to his own body the next day.  He then peered into the cup of wine and glimpsed an image of his own face and knew that it would be stained in the blood he would shed.  How haunting, gripping, and poignant.  Most denominations have rules about Holy Communion; who can serve it and who can receive it, and even how it is served.  Thankfully, our own denomination of the PCUSA has loosened many of the old rules in regard to this.  But I don’t think there are any rules about Communion in a pandemic.  I might be breaking them, if there are. 
In my opinion, based on the life of Jesus Christ and the stories we read about him in the scriptures, he was utterly inclusive.  Jürgen Moltmann in The Church in the Power of the Spirit writes: “The Lord’s supper takes place on the basis of an invitation which is as open as the outstretched arms of Christ on the cross. Because he died for the reconciliation of ‘the world,’ the world is invited to reconciliation in the supper.”
Here’s what I want you to do today.  Whether you are home alone or with your family, take a piece of bread tonight at your dinner table.  Yes, an ordinary, everyday piece of bread (that’s what Jesus had to work with), give thanks to God for that bread, ask God for blessing upon it and say, “In remembrance of you, dear Lord, I take this bread and eat it knowing that you gave your life for me.”  In the same way, take your glass of water, your milk, juice, or even wine…any liquid (it doesn’t matter!)  And say, “In remembrance of you, dear Lord, I sip from your cup and know that you have forgiven my sins.” 
I don’t think God will lose any sleep that we will forget that the Eucharist is sacred.  I think God is more anxious that we might forget that it’s ordinary.  Until we meet again in ordinary time!


Tuesday, April 7, 2020

Today's Meditation - Wednesday, April 8, 2020

Today’s Meditation – Wednesday, April 8, 2020

John 18:1-5
When he had finished praying, Jesus left with his disciples and crossed the Kidron Valley. On the other side there was a garden, and he and his disciples went into it. Now Judas, who betrayed him, knew the place and came to the garden guiding a detachment of soldiers and some officials from the chief priests and the Pharisees. They were carrying torches, lanterns and weapons. Jesus, knowing all that was going to happen to him, went out and asked them, “Who is it you want?” “Jesus of Nazareth,” they replied. “I am he,” Jesus said. (And Judas the traitor was standing there with them.)


I used to have such a difficult time with Judas.  I was taught to believe that suicide was a sin against God, that there can be no redemption from it.  Therefore, Judas must be in hell.  I don’t believe that anymore.  Judas was wracked with guilt for what he’d done.  He was so sad, so sorry, so ashamed that he couldn’t bear the pain.  The only answer he knew was to leave this world to ease his troubled soul.  As Christians, we’ve often said that there is nothing that God cannot forgive and that we can always go to God for help and for comfort or solace when the pain becomes overwhelming.  But not everyone can do that, sometimes their pain is so great that they cannot find that solace in God or that their very pain is about God.  Such was the pain that Judas endured.  I think it was a sin of the disciples to not reach out to him, to not go to him in his hour of need and be there for him.  They left him alone with his guilt, his self-loathing, and his pain.  I now often wonder whose sin was worse; Judas’ or his friends.  It is our job to reach out to people in such pain.  It is our duty to seek out those who feel lost and lonely.  During these days of isolation, depression will be a very real part of people’s pain.  Please reach out to those you know in every possible way.

Josh Groban wrote a song about another man who committed suicide, Vincent Van Gogh.  It isn't a song one would think to associate with Holy Week, but listen carefully to the words - the lyrics are part of the video.  I often wonder if Josh is singing about Vincent, or Judas, or Christ, or even Us...?
Starry, Starry Night

Today's Meditation - Tuesday, April 7, 2020

Today's Meditation

John 13:1, 3-5 
It was just before the Passover Festival.  Jesus knew that the hour had come for him to leave this world and go to the Father.  Having loved his own who were in the world, he loved them to the end. Jesus knew that the Father had put all things under his power, and that he had come from God and was returning to God; so while they were sharing the Passover meal, he got up from the meal, took off his outer clothing, and wrapped a towel around his waist.  After that, he poured water into a basin and began to wash his disciples’ feet, drying them with the towel that was wrapped around him.

    Returning to the planned readings for Holy Week, I've been trying to make connections from today's passage and its relevance to our current lives.  
    I saw a post a while ago (like yesterday, or the last week, or maybe even in the past hour - time is an emergent event these days) on Facebook that said something like "You're Not Stuck at Home, You're Safe at Home."  It's all a matter of perspective.  Our perspective this year during this Holy Week, especially, is quite warped and out of sync with everything we've ever known.  But sometimes, I think, that can bring clarity to to our lives. 
   The most important thing - the clarity I'm speaking of - is that there is really only one thing that's important; that we know how much God loves us.  Jesus came to earth, separated from the Father in heaven, for only one reason - to bring us into redemption with God through his life, death, and resurrection.  But the miracles he showed us, the lessons he taught us, and the life he led while he breathed and walked this earth are invaluable to us.  One of those lessons he taught us over and over again is how we should treat others.  Jesus knelt down and washed his disciples' feet. 
    When we emerge from our safety at home, may we serve God more fully, by serving one another more fully.

Monday, April 6, 2020

Today's Meditation - Monday, April 6, 2020

Today's Meditation
Matthew 11:28-30
    "Come to me, all you that are carrying heavy burdens, and I will give you rest.  Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me; for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls.  For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light."

This passage from Matthew might be one of the strangest passages to read at the start of Holy Week knowing what follows after Palm Sunday and the adoring crowds.  And yet, Richard Rohr (as you should know by now - one of my current favorite authors and theologians) says; 
"Life is hard...it is hard to bear God - but it is even harder not to bear God... If our religion has no deep joy and no inherent contentment about it, then it is not the real thing.  If our religion is primarily fear of self, the world, and God; if it is primarily focused on meeting religious duties and obligations, then it is indeed a hard yoke and heavy burden.  I'd go so far as to say that it's hardly worthwhile.  I think the promise from Jesus that his burden is easy and light seeks to reassure us that rigid and humorless religion is not his way..."
We heard from federal authorities this week that life is going to get really difficult, that the number of COVID-19 cases are going to sky-rocket and that considerable more deaths are inevitable.  That is so depressing and difficult to hear, particularly as we enter the darkest week in our Christian calendar and celebrations.
But the one thing we cling to as Christians is that the battle is not over.  There will still be light at the end of the dark tunnel and new life out of an empty tomb.
I deeply mourn the loss of every human being who succumbs to this virus and am saddened for their families.  I daily (without ceasing) pray for the those who are experiencing anxiety and depression during this time apart from one another.  And I fervently hope that people are taking EVERY precaution they can to stay safe.
But our hope is in the grace of God who has witnessed all of earth's dark tragedies, in the eternal redemption gained for us through Jesus Christ in his life, death, and resurrection, and finally in the power of the Holy Spirit even now at work in and through us.
In light of today's passage - rest in God, take solace in knowing that the battle is not over, that indeed joy comes in the morning, and that Easter (not necessarily a calendar date - but rather an event of new life) will soon be here.
God is ALWAYS with us!

Saturday, April 4, 2020

Worship and Sermon for the Lord's Day - April 5, 2020 Palm Sunday


Worship for the Lord’s Day: Palm Sunday
April 5, 2020

A Note before we begin this day’s worship:
          Many of us had hoped that we’d be back in our sanctuary seeing family and friends face to face by Easter.  Unfortunately, that is not going to happen and we’ll be using this method of worship through the rest of April and into May.  As we get through this month, we’ll evaluate how things are going based on the nation’s and world’s response to the virus will be.  We’re going to have a long road to recovery when this is all said and done.  For me, that means, more time with God.  Not to plead for it all to end, but rather to lean into the lessons I’ve learned through this, be more thankful for each day, and find ways of being Christ’s ambassador in a more fully consistent way in my life. 
As I mentioned last week.  Settle in to this “new normal” (whether you’ve come to like the word or despise it), find a place to relax and really concentrate on the words, the thoughts, the prayers, the readings, and the music.  Find a space in your home that you could make sacred or create one.  For example, a folding table or a small existing one that you set up near you with a plate of items that you find soothing, pictures of loved ones, a lit candle, a cross, a bell.  Anything that helps you create a Sacred Space.  If you need to take a moment to do that…do it now.
Since today is Palm Sunday and we have no Palm branches to share with one another, you might want to take a leaf from one of your own houseplants and lay it on the space that you’ve created.  Perhaps you still have last year’s palm frond (often made into a cross for Easter) that you could lay out on the table.  Get creative – you might want to even draw one!
If you are worshiping at home with a small group of you in the family, you could even make home made instruments using Tupperware, pots and pans, or wooden spoons – practically anything in your house can be used to make some noise.  Even if you are worshiping alone, embrace the opportunity to be a child again for a moment and be present with the other children that march into the sanctuary while the church sings the Palms for our first hymn.  Just because we are home, separated from one another, doesn’t mean that we can’t enjoy worshiping God in all its glory!

Let’s begin:

Opening Prayer
God our hope, today we remember that when Jesus entered the city of Jerusalem the people shouted hosannas and waved palm branches.  But within the bounds of the city there were those who feared him.  Even on this day, O God, there are those who let fear claim their lives.  Lord, enter our lives this day with Your healing presence.  Be with us as we march with You toward the cross.  Amen.

Hymn The Palms

Prayer of Confession
O God, we stand at the gate, hesitant and uncertain; we are reluctant to answer your invitation; we are slow to embark on the journey toward your reign.  Forgive us, we pray.  Grant us the help we need to be your people - the courage to join you in the procession; the selflessness to lay our cloaks before you; the freedom to lift our palms to your glory; and the knowledge that by your grace we are forgiven.  Amen.

Words of Assurance
Hear this good news!  The procession is ever moving forward.  We can join at any moment.  The invitation still stands!  In the name of Jesus Christ, you are forgiven!  Glory be to God!   AMEN

Pastoral Prayer
          Praise be to You, O God, who boldly asks us to march into the Jerusalems that confront us each day.  We would like to think that we will be loved and cherished wherever we go; our witness of faith will be gladly received.  But it will not necessarily be so.  For there are those who fear faith; who question the reality of Your love and healing power.  With each step we take, guide our lives in Your paths of peace and hope.  Give us courage and strength to witness to Your love.  Help us feel the powerful presence of Jesus Christ in our lives, calling us to come with Him to truth and eternal salvation.  
In this time of prayer, we also lift up those who already walk the path of healing and compassion in their everyday lives.  We pray for the nurses and doctors, aides and hospital staff that risk their lives every day.  We pray for the first responders in times of crisis that they find solace in Your peace.  We pray for the lonely who battle difficult days.  We pray for those who can not see loved ones and ask for Your comfort.  These are difficult days, Lord.  Surround us with Your love.
          I lift my own prayers up to You now….
          Our Father, who art in heaven, hallowed be Thy name.  Thy kingdom come. Thy will be done, on earth as it is in heaven.  Give us this day our daily bread.  Forgive us our debts as we forgive our debtors.  And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil.  For Thine is the kingdom, and the power, and the glory, forever.  AMEN.


Scripture Readings

Old Testament Reading: 
Psalm 31:9-16
9Be gracious to me, O Lord, for I am in distress; my eye wastes away from grief, my soul and body also.

10For my life is spent with sorrow, and my years with sighing; my strength fails because of my misery, and my bones waste away.
11I am the scorn of all my adversaries, a horror to my neighbors, an object of dread to my acquaintances; those who see me in the street flee from me.
12I have passed out of mind like one who is dead; I have become like a broken vessel.
13For I hear the whispering of many— terror all around!— as they scheme together against me, as they plot to take my life.
14But I trust in you, O Lord; I say, “You are my God.”
15My times are in your hand; deliver me from the hand of my enemies and persecutors.
16Let your face shine upon your servant; save me in your steadfast love.


New Testament Reading: 
Matthew 21:1-11
When they had come near Jerusalem and had reached Bethphage, at the Mount of Olives, Jesus sent two disciples, 2saying to them, “Go into the village ahead of you, and immediately you will find a donkey tied, and a colt with her; untie them and bring them to me. 3If anyone says anything to you, just say this, ‘The Lord needs them.’ And he will send them immediately.” 4This took place to fulfill what had been spoken through the prophet, saying, 5“Tell the daughter of Zion, Look, your king is coming to you, humble, and mounted on a donkey, and on a colt, the foal of a donkey.” 6The disciples went and did as Jesus had directed them; 7they brought the donkey and the colt, and put their cloaks on them, and he sat on them. 8A very large crowd spread their cloaks on the road, and others cut branches from the trees and spread them on the road. 9The crowds that went ahead of him and that followed were shouting, “Hosanna to the Son of David! Blessed is the one who comes in the name of the Lord! Hosanna in the highest heaven!” 10When he entered Jerusalem, the whole city was in turmoil, asking, “Who is this?” 11The crowds were saying, “This is the prophet Jesus from Nazareth in Galilee.” 

Sermon
Back in late February, beginning of March, I had planned to do a dramatic retelling of the Palm Sunday story and Jesus’ entrance into Jerusalem.  I wanted us to re-encounter some of the characters we’d met along the way during this season of Lent.  At first, I thought I should scrap that and do something else, something more pertinent to our times and being isolated from one another.  After all, the celebration of Palm Sunday is anything but isolation.  The people gathered in the streets, there were throngs of the faithful and the curious jostling about to get a glimpse of this Jesus. 
Palm Sunday has always been one of my favorites in the Church calendar.  You can lead a parade (which I have done numerous times) and bang on instruments (how many of you have heard us?).  You can sing Hosannas and act like a child, waving palm fronds whenever the word “Hosanna” is said or sung in worship (you know you secretly liked doing this, right?).  But it all feels so strange this year. 
However, we have met some interesting characters in our scripture readings during Lent.  And a retelling of their stories might just be what we need this year; a reminder that God continues to work through people, that God has a story to tell through us.  What will our stories say? 
On this Palm Sunday, here are the stories we’ve heard about during Jesus’ time on earth.  I’d like to re-introduce you to them even if we aren’t all together in the parade, marching toward Jerusalem.
If you remember from years past, we’ve talked about the significance of this day.  The crowds surged into Jerusalem for the celebration of Passover.  This was the high, holy time--a time when something wonderful could happen in the lives of believers.  They came offering sacrifices and prayers, bringing their hopes and dreams, their burdens and sorrows.  All these were mingled together with the aromas of incense and sacrifice--smoke billowing toward heaven - toward God.
And the congregation, or you at home, says out loud (waving your palm branch or houseplant – lol):
Hosanna!  Blessed is He who comes in the name of the Lord! Hosanna in the highest!  Behold, the king comes.  He comes riding on a donkey.  Surely this is the son of God.  Hosanna in the highest!
How many of you remember the story of Nicodemus, a leader in the temple, who came to Jesus “under cover of darkness” to ask Jesus a few questions.  Well, here he is.
Nicodemus:
I came here to the central part of the city to be part of the usual festivities that surround the preparations for Passover.  Everything must be done correctly, and I am one of those who is charged with that authority.  But my heart isn’t in it.  I can’t seem to get the face and words of Jesus out of my mind.  He is like no other prophet we have ever known; there is something so different about him.  A great teacher?  Perhaps.  But something more. He saw into my soul.  He knew my longings and my burdens.  Now he has come to Jerusalem.  I saw him, riding on a small donkey.  People were waving palm branches, and some were even throwing their cloaks in the path in front of the donkey.  His disciples were shouting.  People began to sing, “Behold, the King comes!”  The King of this kingdom?  I don’t think so. His kingdom would be much larger.  I don’t know what’s in store for him here.  I do know that he is in great trouble with the Temple hierarchy.  They want to get rid of him.  He threatens their authority; and more, he challenges their faith.  He is a dangerous person in their eyes.
The story about the woman at the well was the Sunday that I had planned to be in Florida, but you know the story well.  She had come to the well to draw water in the middle of the day when the rest of the women were gone, to escape their mocking criticism.  Instead, she encountered Christ, who knew all about her.
Woman at the Well:
So, this is Jerusalem.  I have never been here before, but after the time we spent with Jesus, that miraculous day when he told us of God’s power and love for us, I had to follow him here.  I have been on the outskirts of town on the Mount of Olives with some of his followers.  We listened to him speak in that soft tone that seemed to comfort us.  Today, he rode a small donkey down the path into the city.  It seemed that all Jerusalem turned out to greet him.  People were stripping palm fronds from the trees and waving them like banners and shouting “Hosanna! Blessed is the One who comes in the Name of the Lord!”  Some people lined the path of the donkey with their cloaks, so that he would not step on stones or stumble.  What an incredible sight!  This city is so fortunate.  He is the Messiah, the Anointed One, and he comes to bring them good news of peace.
But I sense something sinister here.  Something is not right.  There are whispering voices and suspicious glances; the religious leaders are more in evidence than I thought they would be.  Perhaps it is only my imagination.  After all, I am an outsider.
Maybe it is always like this at Passover.
          I didn’t preach on the story of the Blind Man this year.  Although I’ve preached on it many times.  The man was a beggar in the streets having been blind from birth.  When the disciples passed him, they asked Jesus about who had sinned, the man or his parent’s, that their sins had passed on to the son.  Jesus told them that neither had sinned, that the man’s healing would be to show the glory of God.  His story is one of the longest ever recorded in the New Testament.  An entire chapter is devoted to the argument that ensues between Jesus and the Pharisees about this man’s healing.
Blind Man:
The colors are unbelievable!  People, plants, colors, shapes, forms!  It is almost too much for me to take in.  When Jesus healed me--gave me back my sight--I decided to become one of his followers.  I am nobody special.  I’ll never be one of the main disciples, but I will always praise God for the gift I have received through Jesus.  Like the woman at the well over there, I was also on the hillside at Mt. Olivet.  I stood among the many that wanted to enter Jerusalem with Jesus.  I have never seen the golden city before now.  I followed him down the path.  He was astride a small donkey.  People were waving palm branches and putting their cloaks in the pathway. It was overwhelming!  “Here comes the King,” they shouted.  I agreed with them.  He would be the one to rule in my live.  I wanted to learn more about him and the good news he brought.  There is so much to see.  One of the things that bothers my sight is the sense that I get that some people here don’t like him.  They seem to be wary of Him.  I’ve even heard some whispers of finding ways to get rid of him.  But I can’t be sure of that.  After all, there is so much to see, so much to do.
          We’ve encountered Martha, Mary, and Lazarus, the small family of sisters and their brother who died.  We’ve heard about them in two different stories.  The first story was the time that Jesus went to their home, Mary stuck around to listen to Jesus teach while Martha was busy in the kitchen making all the preparations for dinner for their guests.  Neither of them was too pleased with the other.  The second encounter we have with them is their grief over their brother Lazarus’ death.  They are the final three characters in our group today. 
Martha:
We decided to spend Passover in Jerusalem this year.  Even though our home is ready for the holiday, we wanted to come with Jesus to Jerusalem. There may be some way in which I can help.  I know how to make preparations for meals and for accommodations and how to deal with the vendors for food.  Personally, I prefer to be a background person and help in any way that I can.  Lazarus wanted us to become part of the group that traveled down the path from the Mount of Olives into Jerusalem.  He said it would be like a parade.  I would rather have just gone into the city and begun to make arrangements for our sojourn.  However, there is nothing that I would not do for my brother.  So, we followed Jesus down the path.  He rode on a donkey.  The crowds were gathering and swarming to meet Jesus, shouting and calling out to him.  They waved palm branches.  It was a parade!  I wondered if Jesus was pleased.  Everyone seemed to love him.  But he wore a look of sadness, just as though all the burdens of the people had been heaped upon his shoulders.  Something is wrong.  This should be a time of triumph, but it isn’t.
Mary:
You can just imagine how exciting it was to march down that path from Olivet to Jerusalem!  People were shouting out to Jesus and celebrating his presence.  This was a great parade!  They were waving palm branches! Some of the people were throwing their cloaks on the path in front of the donkey.  I was so happy!  I wanted to shout to everyone who came to see Jesus, “Here is the Messiah! Here is the King!”  Some of the people seemed to know that, for I heard shouts of “Hosanna in the highest! Blessed is He who comes in the Name of the Lord!”  The Lord entered the Holy City and things will never be the same.  He will change things.  Those who oppress will be brought low.  Peace will be restored to our nation and our people.  At last we will be the people whom God called out of bondage, and we will be a people of light.
Martha says that something isn’t right.  Martha is worried, but that’s Martha.  She always worries.  She will see.  Jesus will turn things around here.  Just you wait!
Lazarus:
Yes, I am the one whom Jesus raised from the dead!  You know, it’s hard for me to talk about that.  I am told that I died.  Then one day, he came, and behold, I am alive again!  And my life has taken on a new dimension.  I feel such a sense of freedom and peace.  I wanted to walk into Jerusalem with Jesus.  I wanted to shout at the top of my lungs, “Jesus raised me from the dead!  He is Messiah, the Anointed One of God!”  I convinced Martha, the reluctant one, and Mary, the eager one, to accompany me on the journey from the Mount of Olives into the city.  We would be part of a parade that would forever change the lives of all people.  We would march in with the King.  Jesus mounted a donkey for the trip into the city, a sure sign that the King is coming, a definite reminder of the passages in Isaiah’s scroll about the King, the Anointed One of God.  He would ride into the city on a donkey, a beast of burden.  I believe that he is the One!  But the look on his face gives me concern.  He looks as though he has the burdens of us all on his shoulders.  He should be excited.  But he looks sad.  It is as though he knows something that we don’t know.  It makes me uneasy to see that expression.  I wish I knew.  Is something going to happen to him?  Is there something I can do to protect him?  Is this going to be his triumphal entry, or will it be something else?  I don’t know what to think.  I will just be grateful that I am with him.  I will help him all that I can.  Everything will be all right.  I’m sure.
In year’s past, Palm Sunday was solely a time of joy and excitement.  It was a day to wave palm branches and to rejoice that “Blessed is he who comes in the name of the Lord.  Hosanna in the Highest!” 
But this Palm Sunday is different.  The throngs that gathered were oblivious to the dangers ahead; the difficult week that would follow.  Perhaps we’ve been oblivious for too long, as well.  Perhaps we’ve taken much, too much, for granted.  As the saying goes, “We were living high on the hog” and completely unaware of the dangers ahead, to even foresee how difficult the week, the month, perhaps the year might be. 
The darkness in the week ahead in Holy Week will be mirrored in reality for much of the world, for a while.  Thankfully, every year that we’ve celebrated Palm Sunday, Easter has ALWAYS come.  And it will come again – resurrection to new life.


Benediction
We do not know what the future will hold for us, but we are assured that whatever happens, God is with us!  Go into this week, though it may be difficult, with the knowledge that resurrection will come, even when it seems there is no tomorrow.  In the name of the Creator, Redeemer, and Sustainer.  Amen.      



Today's Meditation - Saturday April 4, 2020

Today's Meditation

Today's Meditation is a prayer:

From Nadia Bolz-Weber

God who made us all, 
Our healers are exhausted, God.
Give rest to those who care for the sick.
Our children are bored, God.
Grant extra creativity to their caregivers.
Our friends are lonely, God.
Help us to reach out.
Our pastors are doing the best they can, God.
Help them to know it is enough.
Our workers are jobless, God.
Grant us the collective will to take care of them.
Our fellow parents are losing their minds, God.
Bring unexpected play and joy and dance parties to all in need.
Our grocery workers are absorbing everyone's anxiety, God.
Protect them from us.
Our elderly are even more isolated, God.
Comfort them.
We haven't done this before and we are scared, God.
I don't even know what else to pray for.  
AMEN.

This song is from John Michael Talbot, one of my favorite contemplative song writers.  Father, I Put My Life In Your Hands

Friday, April 3, 2020

Today's Meditation - April 3, 2020

Today's Meditation

Psalm 121:1,2
    I lift up my eyes to the hills - from where will my help come?  My help comes from the Lord, who made heaven and earth.

At my last meditation on Tuesday, I had just dropped off my sister for her cancer surgery.  Unfortunately, the results were not all that we'd hoped.  She will need to undergo some additional treatment with chemo therapy or radiation to completely eradicate what remains, but she is in good hands both those here on earth and those from above.  The surgery itself went very well and she is doing great from that.  My apologies in the delay of daily meditations, I'd hoped that I could continue to do them, but it just wasn't possible for a couple of days.
Executive Presbyter, Sheldon Sorge, sends us daily correspondence and this morning noted that in reading the scriptures, the Psalmist, searched high and low, up and down, and everywhere for help.   No help could be found except from the Lord.  
We've known this.  But, unfortunately, we don't consistently recognize that God is always there until there is, literally, no where else to go.  I found this fictional dialogue between God and another person helpful.  May it bring you some comfort today.

Me:  Okay, God, here's the thing.  I'm scared.  I'm trying not to be, but I am.
God:  I know.  Want to talk about it?
Me:  Do we need to?  I mean, You already know.
God:  Let's talk about it anyway...We've done this before.
Me:  I know, I just feel like I should be bigger or stronger or SOMETHING by now.
God:  (waiting patiently, unhurried, undistracted, never annoyed)
Me:  Okay.  So, I'm afraid I'll do everything I can to protect my family and it won't be enough.  I'm afraid of someone I love dying.  I'm afraid the world won't go back to what it was before.  I'm afraid my life is always going to feel a little bit unsettled.
God:  Anything else?
Me:  EVERYTHING ELSE
God:  Remember how your son woke up the other night and came running down the hall to your bedroom?
Me:  Yes.
God:  You were still awake, so when you heard him running, you started calling out to him before he even got to you...remember?  Do you remember what you called out to him?
Me:  I said, "You're okay!  You're okay!  You're okay!  I'm here."
God:  Why did you call to him?  Why didn't you just wait for him to get to your room?
Me:  Because I wanted him to know that I was awake, and I heard him, and he didn't have to be afraid until he reached the end of the dark hallway.
God:  Exactly.  I hear you, my child.  I hear your thoughts racing like feet down the dark hallway.  There's another side to all this.  I'm there already.  I've seen the end of it.  And I want you to know right here as you walk through it all, you're okay.  I haven't gone to sleep, and I won't.
Me: (crying) Can we sit together awhile?  Can we just sit here a minute before I go back to facing it all?
God:  There's nothing I'd love more.

Blessings, my friends, until we see one another again.

One of my own favorite comforting hymns is Amazing Grace and this rendition has become my "go to".