Saturday, August 22, 2020

Today's Meditation - Saturday, August 22, 2020

 Today's Meditation
Read Job 3:1-26

After this Job opened his mouth and cursed the day of his birth. 2Job said: 3“Let the day perish in which I was born, and the night that said, ‘A man-child is conceived.’ 4Let that day be darkness! May God above not seek it, or light shine on it. 5Let gloom and deep darkness claim it. Let clouds settle upon it; let the blackness of the day terrify it. 6That night—let thick darkness seize it! let it not rejoice among the days of the year; let it not come into the number of the months. 7Yes, let that night be barren; let no joyful cry be heard in it. 8Let those curse it who curse the Sea, those who are skilled to rouse up Leviathan. 9Let the stars of its dawn be dark; let it hope for light, but have none; may it not see the eyelids of the morning— 10because it did not shut the doors of my mother’s womb, and hide trouble from my eyes.

11“Why did I not die at birth, come forth from the womb and expire? 12Why were there knees to receive me, or breasts for me to suck? 13Now I would be lying down and quiet; I would be asleep; then I would be at rest 14with kings and counselors of the earth who rebuild ruins for themselves, 15or with princes who have gold, who fill their houses with silver. 16Or why was I not buried like a stillborn child, like an infant that never sees the light? 17There the wicked cease from troubling, and there the weary are at rest. 18There the prisoners are at ease together; they do not hear the voice of the taskmaster. 19The small and the great are there, and the slaves are free from their masters.

20“Why is light given to one in misery, and life to the bitter in soul, 21who long for death, but it does not come, and dig for it more than for hidden treasures; 22who rejoice exceedingly, and are glad when they find the grave? 23Why is light given to one who cannot see the way, whom God has fenced in? 24For my sighing comes like my bread, and my groanings are poured out like water. 25Truly the thing that I fear comes upon me, and what I dread befalls me. 26I am not at ease, nor am I quiet; I have no rest; but trouble comes.”

    I wonder how many angst filled teenagers (and some of us adults, as well) have thought, "I wish I'd never been born!"  Kind of like Job here in this part of his story.  Job has mourned, cried with his friends, sat among the ashes of his destruction - all in silence.  But now he breaks his silence and in distress rues the very day of his birth, curses it, wants to be among the dead, and in fact wishes that he'd never been born.
    There are times in our lives when sorrow and grief overwhelm us.  Job understands this all too well.  "For my sighing comes like my bread, and my groanings are poured out like water.  Truly the thing that I fear comes upon me, and what I dread befalls me."  Job's sighing, his distress, comes daily, there is no relief from it.  And his groanings are not sporadic, they pour out.
    What I have discovered after the initial impact of grief comes a need to talk, to vent, to let out all that has been bottled up.  And Job comes to that point..."I am not at ease, nor am I quiet..."  Sitting with his friends, the men who know him well, he feels comfortable to lay out his soul, his tormented spirit and share his deepest thoughts, concerns, and troubles.
    If you are ever with a friend in distress, do not feel the need to talk, do not fill the air with noise from your own lips.  There is a process that the soul takes, there is an inner struggle, a fight for understanding.  Your need to fill up uncomfortable silence cuts off that process and delays it.  Be present with them.  Allow the Spirit to work.  Allow the pain to come.  Just be present.  Wrap comforting arms around them, but allow that internal necessary work to be done.  There's a moment that clicks and you'll know when they start to want, in fact, need to talk about it.  To shout, to say things that have been long held back.  They may even say hurtful things.  Let the words come, they are helping to reformulate the reality of life.  Grief work is hard work, but much of it is done in the bowels of the soul and continues for quite some time.  Be present and be patient.

Tears in Heaven - Eric Clapton

Friday, August 21, 2020

Today's Meditation - Friday, August 21, 2020

 Today's Meditation
Read Job 2:1-13

One day the heavenly beings came to present themselves before the Lord, and Satan also came among them to present himself before the Lord2The Lord said to Satan, “Where have you come from?” Satan answered the Lord, “From going to and fro on the earth, and from walking up and down on it.” 3The Lord said to Satan, “Have you considered my servant Job? There is no one like him on the earth, a blameless and upright man who fears God and turns away from evil. He still persists in his integrity, although you incited me against him, to destroy him for no reason.” 4Then Satan answered the Lord, “Skin for skin! All that people have they will give to save their lives. 5But stretch out your hand now and touch his bone and his flesh, and he will curse you to your face.” 6The Lord said to Satan, “Very well, he is in your power; only spare his life.”

7So Satan went out from the presence of the Lord, and inflicted loathsome sores on Job from the sole of his foot to the crown of his head. 8Job took a potsherd with which to scrape himself, and sat among the ashes. 9Then his wife said to him, “Do you still persist in your integrity? Curse God, and die.” 10But he said to her, “You speak as any foolish woman would speak. Shall we receive the good at the hand of God, and not receive the bad?” In all this Job did not sin with his lips.

11Now when Job’s three friends heard of all these troubles that had come upon him, each of them set out from his home—Eliphaz the Temanite, Bildad the Shuhite, and Zophar the Naamathite. They met together to go and console and comfort him. 12When they saw him from a distance, they did not recognize him, and they raised their voices and wept aloud; they tore their robes and threw dust in the air upon their heads. 13They sat with him on the ground seven days and seven nights, and no one spoke a word to him, for they saw that his suffering was very great.


    Yesterday began readings from Job in the Daily Lectionary.  Today's reading comes from the second chapter.  If you don't know much about Job, it might be helpful to read the first chapter, but here's a quick synopsis.
    Job was one of the wealthiest men in the area.  He was also a man full of integrity, "blameless and upright" in the eyes of God.  He had seven sons and three daughters.  As is often the case for children of wealth and prosperity, they partied a lot.  Job was concerned that their partying may have led them to sin (in whatever capacity you might imagine).  So, Job, concerned for the welfare of his children, rose early in the morning and offered sacrifices to God on their behalf, "It may be that my children have sinned and cursed God in their hearts."
    All of the Heavenly Beings, as well as The Tempter came before the Lord.  God was quite proud of Job's adoration and worship and wondered if Satan had witnessed Job's flawless character and devotion to the Lord.  The Evil One, in my own paraphrase, said to God, "Yes, but you've protected him.  You've blessed him with everything, how could he not love You?"  God, again in paraphrase, says, "Then do whatever you want with him, but spare his life."  What follows is difficult to image.  Everything that Job holds dear is taken from him, his possessions and even all his children.  Although Job mourns, he does not blame God for his calamity or charge God with cursing him.
    In chapter 2, we find Satan in the presence of God once more.  God says to Satan, "Job still persists in his integrity, although you incited me against him, to destroy him for no reason."  Satan returns answer by claiming that a person would break if their own health was compromised.  So, again God gives The Evil One permission to do as he pleases, upon which sores developed over Job's entire body.  Job scraped the sores from his body day and night and sat among the ashes of his destruction.  His wife assaulted him with his blamelessness and even incited him to curse God.  Job's (paraphrased) reply, "How can we receive only blessings and give thanks, but not also the bad things that come?" 
    We end the chapter with Job's best friends coming to comfort and support him.  They sit with him among the ashes, mourning and crying with him for seven days, not uttering a word, just being present with him.
    The story of Job is one of my favorites in the Bible.  Although there is much to learn from Job, concentrate today on the response of Job's friends in the face of Job's great tragedy.
    They came from a great distance to be with him.  They sat with him.  They mourned with him.  They did not bother to share words, but simply let their presence with him be a comfort and a support.  We often say stupid things in the face of tragedy, relying on cliches and soundbytes that mean nothing.  
How can we be a more helpful support to those we love when they are facing difficulties? 

Thursday, August 20, 2020

Today's Meditation
Read Psalm 27

1The Lord is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear? The Lord is the stronghold of my life; of whom shall I be afraid?

2When evildoers assail me to devour my flesh— my adversaries and foes— they shall stumble and fall.

3Though an army encamp against me, my heart shall not fear; though war rise up against me, yet I will be confident.

4One thing I asked of the Lord, that will I seek after: to live in the house of the Lord all the days of my life, to behold the beauty of the Lord, and to inquire in his temple.

5For he will hide me in his shelter in the day of trouble; he will conceal me under the cover of his tent; he will set me high on a rock.

6Now my head is lifted up above my enemies all around me, and I will offer in his tent sacrifices with shouts of joy; I will sing and make melody to the Lord.

7Hear, O Lord, when I cry aloud, be gracious to me and answer me!

8“Come,” my heart says, “seek his face!” Your face, Lord, do I seek.

9Do not hide your face from me. Do not turn your servant away in anger, you who have been my help. Do not cast me off, do not forsake me, O God of my salvation!

10If my father and mother forsake me, the Lord will take me up.

11Teach me your way, O Lord, and lead me on a level path because of my enemies.

12Do not give me up to the will of my adversaries, for false witnesses have risen against me, and they are breathing out violence.

13I believe that I shall see the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living.

14Wait for the Lord; be strong, and let your heart take courage; wait for the Lord!


    If you've never read the full story of King David, you should really go to 1st and 2nd Samuel and read about his whole life from his lineage and youth as a shepherd to his ultimate anointing as King of Israel and all that happened to him in between.  He is a fascinating character - full of blessings directly from God, but a flawed man, nonetheless.  I don't think there is anyone who encompasses the idea of saint and sinner alike in all of scripture.
    This psalm may have been written concerning the time that David spent in hiding from King Saul who sought to kill him.  David was King Saul's apprentice, confidant, and comforter.  Saul had a son named Jonathan and the two of them had become best friends.  Knowing that God had lost confidence in Saul, had anointed David as the new king and not his own son, Saul tried to kill David several times.  David fled and hid out in the hills.  Many of the lines of this psalm seem to fit this exact scenario.
     When have you felt that you needed to hide from everyone?  
    When have you felt the world was against you?  Or even felt that God was against you?
    Regardless of what problems you face, God is still there, God is still listening, God is still protecting you.  Lift up your eyes, "wait for the Lord; be strong, and let your heart take courage..."

May we also, as a community of fellow travelers, reach out and protect you, just as Jonathan did for David.

Listen carefully to the words from today's YouTube music video.  I hope in times of feeling low and alone, these words echo in your heart.


Wednesday, August 19, 2020

Today's Meditation - Wednesday, August 19, 2020

 Today's Meditation
Read Psalm 15

1Lord, who may abide in your tent? Who may dwell on your holy hill?

2Those who walk blamelessly, and do what is right, and speak the truth from their heart;

3who do not slander with their tongue, and do no evil to their friends, nor take up a reproach against their neighbors;

4in whose eyes the wicked are despised, but who honor those who fear the Lord; who stand by their oath even to their hurt;

5who do not lend money at interest, and do not take a bribe against the innocent. Those who do these things shall never be moved.


    We are ever growing in our spiritual walk; living up to God's expectations for us.  The psalmist lays out three goals to attain in verse 2 and 3.
First to walk blamelessly, in other words, to work on a daily living that is innocent of wrongdoing.  
Taking that a step further, do what is right.  Making the effort not just to keep from doing wrong, but then to actively do the right thing.
Speak truth from your heart.  This phrase is however often used as a weapon to judge others, but that use doesn't fit with the rest of what is required by these two verses.  Instead, speaking truth from your heart should be about your own truth, about being truthful in what you say to others.
Do not slander with their tongue.  Slander means to make false or damaging statements about another person to destroy or ruin a person's reputation.  This one is nearly non-existent in our public rhetoric today.  We used to hold our leaders to higher standards than we do currently, but that should not give us permission to sink to their ways and allow this to creep into our own daily lives.
Do no evil to their friends.  I should hope not.  Friendship is to be cherished and groomed for care and concern, for support and love.
But that circle of care and concern should be ever growing as the psalmist follows it directly with to not take up a reproach against their neighbors.  Live peaceably with them.  And Jesus later explained in a parable who our neighbors are, because people didn't understand that our neighbors wasn't meant as a literal understanding.  Our neighbors are also those live in other areas/countries/regions, who might be different, and perhaps even enemies.


Tuesday, August 18, 2020

Today's Meditation - Tuesday, August 18, 2020

 Today's Meditation
Read Psalm 30

1I will extol you, O Lord, for you have drawn me up, and did not let my foes rejoice over me.

2Lord my God, I cried to you for help, and you have healed me.

3Lord, you brought up my soul from Sheol, restored me to life from among those gone down to the Pit.

4Sing praises to the Lord, O you his faithful ones, and give thanks to his holy name.

5For his anger is but for a moment; his favor is for a lifetime. Weeping may linger for the night, but joy comes with the morning.

6As for me, I said in my prosperity, “I shall never be moved.”

7By your favor, O Lord, you had established me as a strong mountain; you hid your face; I was dismayed.

8To you, O Lord, I cried, and to the Lord I made supplication:

9“What profit is there in my death, if I go down to the Pit? Will the dust praise you? Will it tell of your faithfulness?

10Hear, O Lord, and be gracious to me! O Lord, be my helper!”

11You have turned my mourning into dancing; you have taken off my sackcloth and clothed me with joy,

12so that my soul may praise you and not be silent. O Lord my God, I will give thanks to you forever.

    Notes for this psalm in the New Revised Standard Version mention that it was a song created for the dedication of the temple.  When I read it, it doesn't sound like a very good dedication psalm to me, but what do I know.  Well, there is verse 4, I suppose.
    Personally, I'm more intrigued by the following verse.  "For His anger is but for a moment; His favor is for a lifetime.  Weeping may linger for the night, but joy comes with the morning."   This verse has meant a great deal to me when I am anxious and concerned, particularly when I feel that God has stopped listening to me or that God is angry with me.  I lose sleep.  I toss and turn throughout the night.  I wake up sweating at 2am and can't get back to sleep.  Nights can be awful when we are anxious, when we have no rest.  When life was difficult, I'd spend my nights looking at the clock every 1/2 hour or so.  Most people might wake up in the middle of the night and be glad to see that it is only 2am, knowing that they'd have another few hours of restful slumber.  I'd wake up and be remorseful knowing that I had a few more hours of tossing and turning, hoping that 5:30/6:00 am would come sooner.
    Because joy comes in the morning.  Regardless of how little I'd slept, regardless of my difficult night, I'd know that the new day might bring hope.  That I'd be able to work through the problem and find ways of solving whatever it was that caused me stress the day/night before.  In times of calm, when I'd get a good night's rest, the morning would be just another affirmation of the day's blessings.  For me, whether it is in times of worry or in times of bliss, joy always comes in the morning!
    What about you?  What joy fills your heart each day?  What joy comes with the morning light?

Monday, August 17, 2020

Today's Meditation - Monday, August 17, 2020

 Today's Meditation

Read Judges 17:1-13

There was a man in the hill country of Ephraim whose name was Micah. 2He said to his mother, “The eleven hundred pieces of silver that were taken from you, about which you uttered a curse, and even spoke it in my hearing, —that silver is in my possession; I took it; but now I will return it to you.” And his mother said, “May my son be blessed by the Lord!” 3Then he returned the eleven hundred pieces of silver to his mother; and his mother said, “I consecrate the silver to the Lord from my hand for my son, to make an idol of cast metal.” 4So when he returned the money to his mother, his mother took two hundred pieces of silver, and gave it to the silversmith, who made it into an idol of cast metal; and it was in the house of Micah. 5This man Micah had a shrine, and he made an ephod and teraphim, and installed one of his sons, who became his priest. 6In those days there was no king in Israel; all the people did what was right in their own eyes.

7Now there was a young man of Bethlehem in Judah, of the clan of Judah. He was a Levite residing there. 8This man left the town of Bethlehem in Judah, to live wherever he could find a place. He came to the house of Micah in the hill country of Ephraim to carry on his work. 9Micah said to him, “From where do you come?” He replied, “I am a Levite of Bethlehem in Judah, and I am going to live wherever I can find a place.” 10Then Micah said to him, “Stay with me, and be to me a father and a priest, and I will give you ten pieces of silver a year, a set of clothes, and your living.” 11The Levite agreed to stay with the man; and the young man became to him like one of his sons. 12So Micah installed the Levite, and the young man became his priest, and was in the house of Micah. 13Then Micah said, “Now I know that the Lord will prosper me, because the Levite has become my priest.”

    These passages cover the entire chapter of Judges 17 and it's a story about Micah and his mother.  During this time period there was no king in Israel and the people were left to do what they felt was right in their own eyes.  We can note right from the second verse that there is something strange about this mother and son; they are pretty corrupt.  Micah confesses to his mother that he stole the 1100 pieces of silver from her which she had cursed.  Today the sum would be about $12,800 - who knows how she had come into possession of such a large amount of money.
    Because he returned the money to her, his mother blesses him in order to reverse the curse and they set up a shrine in their house to their wealth and power, set aside from a portion of that money.  But, their corruption doesn't end there.  A Levite comes to Micah's house and Micah buys his loyalty as a priest by offering to pay for his lodging, a yearly salary of ten pieces of silver, and clothes.  The most important passage is the last verse, "Now I know that the Lord will prosper me, because the Levite has become my priest."
    Just a reminder to those who haven't paid attention to the events of history; you can't buy your way into heaven and you can't expect God to "prosper you" just because you have your own personal priest in your back pocket.
    Today, ponder the issues brought up by this text.  Consider the entanglement of prosperity and religion, the lawlessness of the land and the lack of integrity of this nameless Levite in relationship to Micah.
It's a strange text, for sure, but one that deserves some thought.

    

Sunday, August 16, 2020

Today's Worship Service and Sermon - Sunday, August 16, 2020

 Worship for the Lord’s Day

August 16, 2020

A Note before we begin this day’s worship:

          Several people have asked me why I haven’t been doing “livestreams” of worship from the church.  My simple explanation is this; I believe that worship is not a spectator event.  It is something that we, as worshipers, should be actively involved in.  Livestreaming worship feels more like a TV show, where you sit back and let others do-it-for-you.  The method I’ve employed here, good or bad, suggests that you participate in our worship, as well as listen.

          We are working on the possibility of doing parking lot worship services in September at Bethesda before returning to corporate worship in both of our buildings – Bethesda and Olivet.  I might take a Sunday or two off before we return to worship in the buildings as I haven’t taken a single day off doing the Daily Meditations or Sunday worship.  That week, I’ll either post ahead of time or will post something offered by our Presbytery Staff who have put together various worship services for churches to use.

As we make any of those plans, we’ll let you know details as needed.

Be patient.  We will be together again, soon!  Until then, let’s begin:

Prelude

Opening Prayer

Lord, be with us today as we come to You from all life’s journeys and circumstances.  Give us courage and strength for the day with peace and hope for tomorrow.  Fill us with Your love and grace that we may serve You effectively and fully each day.  Quiet our hearts, still our minds, and fortify our bodies as we worship You today.  AMEN.

Hymn  How Firm a Foundation

Prayer of Confession

God of infinite mercy and love, we come before You today, knowing that we have not always been faithful to what You would have us do.  We have too often turned our backs on those in need, choosing not to hear their cries.  Forgive us, O Lord.  We know that You do not want us to behave in this way.  Your love and mercy, so generously showered over us, should be a beacon to guide our own actions.  We make no excuses, for none would suffice.  We ask only for Your forgiveness and blessing, turning us around and placing us on the path of compassion and peace once more.  This prayer we offer in Jesus’ name.  AMEN.

Words of Assurance

God’s love is greater than our understanding and our comprehension.  That love is continually given to each and every one of us each day.  Rejoice!  God’s forgiving love is poured out for you now and always.  AMEN.

Affirmation of Faith – The Apostles’ Creed

I believe in God the Father Almighty, Maker of heaven and earth; and in Jesus Christ His only Son our Lord, Who was conceived by the Holy Ghost; born of the Virgin Mary; suffered under Pontius Pilate, was crucified, dead, and buried; He descended into hell; the third day He rose again from the dead; He ascended into heaven and sitteth on the right hand of God the Father Almighty; from thence He shall come to judge the quick and the dead.  I believe in the Holy Ghost; the holy catholic church; the communion of saints; the forgiveness of sins; the resurrection of the body; and the life everlasting.  Amen.

Pastoral Prayer:

(Continued prayers for all those affected by the Coronavirus, for our schools, for our national leaders, and for Beirut.  I just received word yesterday from a mutual friend that my colleague and friend, Dr. Johnny Awwad in Beirut is fine.  He is organizing many recovery efforts in the midst of growing violence, protests, and unrest in Lebanon.  Please continue to keep him and our Presbyterian Church in Lebanon in prayer.)

          How beautiful is the diversity of Your children!  Lord, You have blessed us with such variety in our fellow human beings. You have not demanded that everyone be the same, have the same degree of faith, offer the same service.  You have given freely of Your healing love to each one of us.  Today we offer many names in prayer for healing, restoration, hope, and peace – these names come from our heart to Yours.  We know that You hear each cry for healing.  We also know that You have heard all the prayers we offer, even if we have offered those prayers alone.  Now, let us place our trust in Your compassion.  Let us remember that Your blessings extend to all people.  Strengthen us in this time to be witnesses to Your love and servants in ministry to all Your people. 

For we ask these things in the name of Jesus Christ our Savior who taught us to pray saying; Our Father, who art in heaven, hallowed be Thy name.  Thy kingdom come. Thy will be done, on earth as it is in heaven.  Give us this day our daily bread.  Forgive us our debts as we forgive our debtors.  And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil.  For Thine is the kingdom, and the power, and the glory, forever.  AMEN.

Hymn  Just As I Am

Scripture Readings

Old Testament: Genesis 45:1-15

Then Joseph could no longer control himself before all those who stood by him, and he cried out, “Send everyone away from me.” So no one stayed with him when Joseph made himself known to his brothers. 2And he wept so loudly that the Egyptians heard it, and the household of Pharaoh heard it. 3Joseph said to his brothers, “I am Joseph. Is my father still alive?” But his brothers could not answer him, so dismayed were they at his presence. 4Then Joseph said to his brothers, “Come closer to me.” And they came closer. He said, “I am your brother, Joseph, whom you sold into Egypt. 5And now do not be distressed, or angry with yourselves, because you sold me here; for God sent me before you to preserve life. 6For the famine has been in the land these two years; and there are five more years in which there will be neither plowing nor harvest. 7God sent me before you to preserve for you a remnant on earth, and to keep alive for you many survivors. 8So it was not you who sent me here, but God; he has made me a father to Pharaoh, and lord of all his house and ruler over all the land of Egypt. 9Hurry and go up to my father and say to him, ‘Thus says your son Joseph, God has made me lord of all Egypt; come down to me, do not delay. 10You shall settle in the land of Goshen, and you shall be near me, you and your children and your children’s children, as well as your flocks, your herds, and all that you have. 11I will provide for you there—since there are five more years of famine to come—so that you and your household, and all that you have, will not come to poverty.’ 12And now your eyes and the eyes of my brother Benjamin see that it is my own mouth that speaks to you. 13You must tell my father how greatly I am honored in Egypt, and all that you have seen. Hurry and bring my father down here.” 14Then he fell upon his brother Benjamin’s neck and wept, while Benjamin wept upon his neck. 15And he kissed all his brothers and wept upon them; and after that his brothers talked with him.

New Testament: Matthew 15:21-28

21Jesus left that place and went away to the district of Tyre and Sidon. 22Just then a Canaanite woman from that region came out and started shouting, “Have mercy on me, Lord, Son of David; my daughter is tormented by a demon.” 23But he did not answer her at all. And his disciples came and urged him, saying, “Send her away, for she keeps shouting after us.” 24He answered, “I was sent only to the lost sheep of the house of Israel.” 25But she came and knelt before him, saying, “Lord, help me.” 26He answered, “It is not fair to take the children’s food and throw it to the dogs.” 27She said, “Yes, Lord, yet even the dogs eat the crumbs that fall from their masters’ table.” 28Then Jesus answered her, “Woman, great is your faith! Let it be done for you as you wish.” And her daughter was healed instantly.

Anthem – Schindler’s List – this violin piece is haunting in its simplicity and soul stirring.  The taping of this video was done in 2017 in the largest synagogue in Europe in Budapest by violinist Csonger Korossy-Khayll.

Sermon –  Just a note: You can click on the sermon title and hear/watch me give this sermon via YouTube.

Eating the Crumbs

(based on Matthew 15:21-28)

Today’s passage describes one of those difficult moments in Jesus’ life.  What makes it so difficult is how harsh Jesus sounds, how harsh and downright rude.  First he refuses to answer a woman pleading for his help, then he denies that he has anything to offer “her kind,” and finally he likens her to a dog - before the sheer force of her faith changes something in him and he decides to answer her prayer after all.

          The problem for Jesus is that she is a Canaanite woman, one of the kinds of people with whom observant Jews of Jesus’ time had very little contact.  She comes from the coastal region of Syria, where strange gods are worshiped, and ritual laws of cleanliness are unknown.  Therefore, she is both an outsider and what was considered an untouchable to the Jewish population.

          Earlier, in the tenth chapter of Matthew, Jesus himself warns his disciples to steer clear of Gentiles, like this Canaanite woman, reminding them that they have been sent only to the lost sheep of Israel.  The only problem for Jesus, up to this point in Matthew, is that the lost sheep don’t seem to want to be found.  In spite of Jesus’ undivided attention to them, they are not rushing to respond to his shepherd’s call.

          The setting for today’s reading is that he has just come from Nazareth, his own hometown, where his friends and family have doubted his authority and taken offense at his teaching.  They don’t believe he is who he says he is.  And so, he’s decided to withdraw from the crowds for a while, but the crowds have followed him, and he has, with five loaves and two fish, fed them all thinking that this might give them faith.  But then there was the storm at sea and Peter’s wish to cross the water, ruined by Peter’s fear and doubt, “o ye, of little faith”. 

          And now on top of all that comes this Canaanite woman crying out to him to heal her daughter – one more of the needy multitudes who want something from him – only this one does a shocking thing:  She calls him by rightful, revealed name, “O Lord, Son of David.”  It is the title reserved for the Messiah, the title his own people have refused to recognize in him and have withheld from him.  When this Gentile, Canaanite woman addresses him as the Son of David, she names something in him that even his own disciples have failed to recognize, and it must seem like a mean trick of fate to him to hear what he most wants to hear coming from the mouth of someone he least wants to hear it from.

          So, he does not answer her.  He draws a line, as surely as if he had leaned down and traced it in the dust at his feet.  Enough is enough.  He will go no further.  The bank is closed.  The doctor is out.  The sign on the door says, “Closed for Business.”  He will not take another request.  So, what if she called him by name?  He refuses to waste his energy on this Gentile woman while his own people go wanting, and have yet to recognize him.  “I was sent only to the lost sheep of the house of Israel,” he says to the woman, and that is supposed to be that.

          The problem is that this woman will not stay on her side of the line.  Kneeling at his feet, she says, “Lord, help me.”  Jesus has dismissed her, but she will not be dismissed; she has gotten her foot in the door before Jesus can close it in her face, and she shows no sign of leaving before he has dealt with her.  “Lord, help me,” she says. 

Where have we heard that before?  One of those honest, soul-wrenching prayers that I talked about last week when we have come to the end of our rope – we have nowhere else to go, so we turn to God, with no words but “Help”.

Can’t she hear?  He has told her no, told her that she is not one of his own sheep, but she doesn’t seem to have gotten the message so he says it again, louder and clearer than before.  “It is not fair to take the children’s bread and throw it to the dogs,” he says.  I have thought long and hard on this statement by Christ.  I have thought about it when I see people being treated unfairly.  I have thought about it for my own life.  I think that is downright the cruelest comment Jesus makes in all of scripture.

          I suppose we need to take a step back, however.  We sometimes forget that Jesus was also a human being like you and I.  And since Jesus was a human being as well as the Son of God, it seems fair to guess what might have been going on with him.  He was discouraged and weary and a long way from home.  Every time he turned around someone wanted something from him, but at the same time no one wanted what he most wanted to give – namely, himself, in terms of who he was for them and not only in terms of what he could do for them.  He is literally at the frayed end of his own rope, and he is all but used up.  It’s a taking world, taking everything he has to give, but giving nothing in response; no faith, no understanding, no belief in him.  I’m sure, at this point, he might have felt, “Why should I continue to give?”

          It’s not really that hard to imagine how that feels, even if you don’t happen to be the Messiah – to be surrounded by people who want your money and your time and your gifts but who do not seem much interested in who you really are; to be confused about what you are supposed to do, how much you are supposed to give, and to be worried about whether there is enough of you to go around.

          The telephone rings and it is the Disabled American Veterans selling light bulbs that last longer than the ones you normally buy at the store.  Or it’s the fire department recruiting sponsors for handicapped children, or the kidney foundation seeking generous donations.  If you can’t do $25 dollars now, can we, at least, count on you for $15.  Every day’s mail brings more pleas for help from every cause under the sun: animal rights, the environment, child abuse prevention, civil liberties, cancer prevention.

          You have to draw the line somewhere, right?  You have to decide what you can do and what you cannot do, whom you can help and whom you cannot help, or you will be eaten alive.  You’ll be swallowed whole and you may never even be missed, because everything you have is not enough to feed the hunger of the world.  Well, I think that’s a point most of us reach and often we decide to draw the line around our own families and friends, around our own churches and communities and concerns.

          We draw the line and, like Jesus, we may lose our tempers when outsiders try to cross it, because they are challenging the limits we have placed on ourselves to protect ourselves.  Strangers show up saying, “Help me,” and we invoke the line, the line that separates insiders from outsiders, clean from unclean, family from the wolves that howl outside our doors.  “It is not fair to take the children’s bread and throw it to the dogs,” we say, or something to that effect.  It sounds harsh, but what are you going to do?  You have to draw the line somewhere.

          But the Canaanite woman simply will not budge.  It reminds me of a game children play, in which two of them look steadily into each other’s eyes, each trying to make the other blink first.  Jesus all but claps his hands in the woman’s face, trying to get her to blink and leave.  But she doesn’t blink.  “Yes, Lord” she says when he calls her a dog, “yet even the dogs eat the crumbs that fall from their master’s table.”  All she wants is a crumb.  Not some monumental fete.  Not some gourmet meal prepared exclusively for her.  Just a crumb of his attention.  Just a miniscule piece of scrap thrown carelessly, dropped by haphazard mistake, her way.

          Something in Jesus changes, something in him snaps.  And he blinks.  This mother just wants her daughter to be healed.  “What am I doing?”, he probably thinks.  His anger dissolves.  Something in him is rearranged and changed forever, a change you can hear in his voice.  “O woman, great is your faith,” he says to her.  “Be it done for you as you desire.”  And her daughter is healed instantly.

          The line he had drawn between him and the woman disappears; the limits he had placed on himself vanish, and you can almost hear the huge wheel of history turning as Jesus comes to a new understanding of who he really is and what he has been called by God to do.  He is no longer a Messiah called only to the lost sheep of Israel, instead he is God’s chosen redeemer of the whole world, Jews and Gentiles alike, beginning with this Canaanite woman.

          Through her faith he learns that God’s purpose for him is bigger than even he had imagined, that there is enough of him to go around, and in that instant there is no going back to the limits he observed even a moment ago.  The old boundaries will not contain his new vision; he must rub them out and draw them bigger, to include this foreign woman today and who knows who tomorrow.  It looks like answering God’s call means that he can no longer control his ministry or narrow his mission.  There is no more safety or certainty for him, no more guarding against loss or hanging on to his cherished notions about the way things ought to be.  Faith works like a lever on him, opening his arms wider and wider until there is room for the whole world in them and I believe it is in that moment with this Canaanite woman, praying a simple prayer, “Lord, help me” when He truly became the Son of David, the Messiah, the Redeemer of the World, in his own eyes.

          And isn’t that the way it goes for us too?  Over and over, God’s call to us means pushing old boundaries, embracing outsiders, giving up the notion that there is not enough of us to go around.  That our faith, our trust, our limits are bigger than we could even imagine.  We may resist; we may even lose our tempters, but the call of God is insistent, as insistent as the Canaanite woman who would not leave Jesus alone.  The call of God keeps after us, calling us by name, until finally we step over the lines we have drawn for ourselves and discover a whole new world on the other side.  The call of God is insistent, and whenever we limit who will be on our side of the line and who will be on the other side of the line, who gets the gourmet meal and who gets the crumbs, God gets to work in us, rubbing out the lines we have drawn around ourselves and preparing a feast for all. 

          It can be painful perhaps, at first – as painful as it was for Jesus to hear a Canaanite woman call him Lord when his own family would not; as painful as it was for him to step beyond generations of tradition and respond to her faith; as painful as it is for any one of us to step over the lines we have drawn to protect ourselves and explore unknown terrain, as painful as it might be for us to fully embrace the idea that there aren’t some people more deserving of caviar, while others deserve only bread crumbs.

          Let go!  Step out!  Look a Canaanite in the eye, ask an outsider what her life is like, trespass an old boundary, enter a new relationship, push a limit, take a risk, give up playing it safe!  You have nothing to lose but your life the way it has been, and there is lots more life where that one came from.  And if you get scared, which you will, and if you get mad, which you probably will too, remember today’s story.  With Jesus as our model – and our Lord – we are called to step over the lines we have drawn for ourselves and prepare a feast for all, not because we have to or want to, not even because we ought to, but because we know that it is God’s own self who waits for us on the other side, not with bread crumbs for us to eat, but with a whole feast prepared for all.  AMEN.

Hymn  God Be With You Till We Meet Again

Benediction

Jesus’ love and compassion has been poured out for you today.  Go into the world in confidence, bearing forgiveness and love for all God’s people.  Go in peace.  AMEN.

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