Sunday, March 29, 2020

Worship Service and Sermon for the Lord's Day - March 29, 2020


Worship for the Lord’s Day
March 29, 2020

A Note before we begin this day’s worship:
          It looks like we might be in this “new space” for a while.  Not sure how long, but certainly longer than just a couple of weeks.  So, settle in.  Find a place to relax and really concentrate on the words, the thoughts, the prayers, the readings, and the music.
          When I was going through confirmation class (umpteen million years ago, it seems) we took a thorough tour of our church facility and even made a 3-D model replica of the building in our class as we also studied the ancient temple in Jerusalem as a contrast.  A fellow member of the class asked Mr. Matthews, one of our teachers, “Why are the pews so uncomfortable?  Wouldn’t it be better if they were more like lounge chairs at home?”  His response was, “Well, we don’t want anyone to fall asleep.”  I’ve often thought about that, especially when almost every church I’ve ever pastored has, at some point, had a discussion about pads or no pads.  I don’t necessarily think that pews are the issue at any church.  Most of us can sit for an hour nearly anywhere.  We might squirm a bit or shift weight between butt cheeks (lol), but what is more important is the surroundings.  So, find a space in your home that you could make sacred or create one.  For example, a folding table or a small existing one that you set up near you with a plate of items that you find soothing, pictures of loved ones, a lit candle, a cross, a bell.  Anything that helps you create a Sacred Space.  If you need to take a moment to do that…do it now.

Let’s begin:

Opening Prayer
God of all creation, past, present, and promised, You are the One to whom we call: for You are the One who hears, and You are the One who acts, bringing us new life with Your grace, love, and power.  Lead us in our time of worship even when we are apart from one another, that we may be prepared to follow Your lead in places where hope seems far away and places where dreams die during sleep.  Help us live into the teachings we proclaim through Jesus Christ our Lord.  AMEN.


Prayer of Confession
Forgive us, O God. 
You call us to be Your voices in this world and we stay silent; particularly when we meet those who are doubting and we say nothing.
Forgive us, O God. 
You call us to be Your hands in this world and we keep them hidden; especially when we meet those who need Your touch and we do nothing.
Forgive us, O God. 
You call us to be Your feet in this world and we go our own way; even when we are called to take up Your cross and we refuse to carry anything.
Forgive us, O God.

Words of Assurance
God knows we make mistakes.  We are, after all, still children of God but not yet fully mature in our faith.  We see in a glass darkly.  We cannot see the full picture of who we will become.  However, God knows us, God knows our potential, and God forgives us.  God will lead us into the right paths.  Trust in God, know that you are forgiven.  Live into God’s ways.  AMEN.

Pastoral Prayer
          Holy God, this day I join my own voice with all those whose prayers reach up to You.  You are a resurrecting God, who brings forth light out of darkness, hope out of despair, and new life out of what was once dead.  We can be consoled this day by knowing that, although this moment in time may seem new, strange, and difficult to us, You are everywhere and right here with me; with us.  Surround us with Your grace, peace, and love.  Be with those this day who are on the front lines in this war called the Coronavirus.  But also be with those who feel lonely, too far away from their loved ones, shut off from human touch.
          Gracious Lord, help us learn how to be kinder to one another and see You in each other’s eyes.  As in days of old, we pray that You protect the widow and the widower, the homeless, the sick, the orphan and the outcast.  These are troubling times for them as they are for us.  Hold Your creation in the bosom of Your protection and grant us the willingness, boldness and courage to do all that we can to bring about peace and love in this world.
          I lift my own prayers up to You now….
          Our Father, who art in heaven, hallowed be Thy name.  Thy kingdom come. Thy will be done, on earth as it is in heaven.  Give us this day our daily bread.  Forgive us our debts as we forgive our debtors.  And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil.  For Thine is the kingdom, and the power, and the glory, forever.  AMEN.


Scripture Readings

Old Testament Reading: Ezekiel 34:1-14
The word of the Lord came to me: 2Mortal, prophesy against the shepherds of Israel: prophesy, and say to them—to the shepherds: Thus says the Lord God: Ah, you shepherds of Israel who have been feeding yourselves! Should not shepherds feed the sheep? 3You eat the fat, you clothe yourselves with the wool, you slaughter the fatlings; but you do not feed the sheep. 4You have not strengthened the weak, you have not healed the sick, you have not bound up the injured, you have not brought back the strayed, you have not sought the lost, but with force and harshness you have ruled them. 5So they were scattered, because there was no shepherd; and scattered, they became food for all the wild animals. 6My sheep were scattered, they wandered over all the mountains and on every high hill; my sheep were scattered over all the face of the earth, with no one to search or seek for them.
7Therefore, you shepherds, hear the word of the Lord: 8As I live, says the Lord God, because my sheep have become a prey, and my sheep have become food for all the wild animals, since there was no shepherd; and because my shepherds have not searched for my sheep, but the shepherds have fed themselves, and have not fed my sheep; 9therefore, you shepherds, hear the word of the Lord: 10Thus says the Lord God, I am against the shepherds; and I will demand my sheep at their hand, and put a stop to their feeding the sheep; no longer shall the shepherds feed themselves. I will rescue my sheep from their mouths, so that they may not be food for them. 11For thus says the Lord God: I myself will search for my sheep, and will seek them out. 12As shepherds seek out their flocks when they are among their scattered sheep, so I will seek out my sheep. I will rescue them from all the places to which they have been scattered on a day of clouds and thick darkness. 13I will bring them out from the peoples and gather them from the countries, and will bring them into their own land; and I will feed them on the mountains of Israel, by the watercourses, and in all the inhabited parts of the land. 14I will feed them with good pasture, and the mountain heights of Israel shall be their pasture; there they shall lie down in good grazing land, and they shall feed on rich pasture on the mountains of Israel.

New Testament Reading: John 11:1-45
Now a certain man was ill, Lazarus of Bethany, the village of Mary and her sister Martha. 2Mary was the one who anointed the Lord with perfume and wiped his feet with her hair; her brother Lazarus was ill. 3So the sisters sent a message to Jesus, “Lord, he whom you love is ill.” 4But when Jesus heard it, he said, “This illness does not lead to death; rather it is for God’s glory, so that the Son of God may be glorified through it.” 5Accordingly, though Jesus loved Martha and her sister and Lazarus, 6after having heard that Lazarus was ill, he stayed two days longer in the place where he was. 7Then after this he said to the disciples, “Let us go to Judea again.” 8The disciples said to him, “Rabbi, the Jews were just now trying to stone you, and are you going there again?” 9Jesus answered, “Are there not twelve hours of daylight? Those who walk during the day do not stumble, because they see the light of this world. 10But those who walk at night stumble, because the light is not in them.” 11After saying this, he told them, “Our friend Lazarus has fallen asleep, but I am going there to awaken him.” 12The disciples said to him, “Lord, if he has fallen asleep, he will be all right.” 13Jesus, however, had been speaking about his death, but they thought that he was referring merely to sleep. 14Then Jesus told them plainly, “Lazarus is dead. 15For your sake I am glad I was not there, so that you may believe. But let us go to him.” 16Thomas, who was called the Twin, said to his fellow disciples, “Let us also go, that we may die with him.”
17When Jesus arrived, he found that Lazarus had already been in the tomb four days. 18Now Bethany was near Jerusalem, some two miles away, 19and many of the Jews had come to Martha and Mary to console them about their brother. 20When Martha heard that Jesus was coming, she went and met him, while Mary stayed at home. 21Martha said to Jesus, “Lord, if you had been here, my brother would not have died. 22But even now I know that God will give you whatever you ask of him.” 23Jesus said to her, “Your brother will rise again.” 24Martha said to him, “I know that he will rise again in the resurrection on the last day.” 25Jesus said to her, “I am the resurrection and the life. Those who believe in me, even though they die, will live, 26and everyone who lives and believes in me will never die. Do you believe this?” 27She said to him, “Yes, Lord, I believe that you are the Messiah, the Son of God, the one coming into the world.” 28When she had said this, she went back and called her sister Mary, and told her privately, “The Teacher is here and is calling for you.” 29And when she heard it, she got up quickly and went to him. 30Now Jesus had not yet come to the village, but was still at the place where Martha had met him. 31The Jews who were with her in the house, consoling her, saw Mary get up quickly and go out. They followed her because they thought that she was going to the tomb to weep there. 32When Mary came where Jesus was and saw him, she knelt at his feet and said to him, “Lord, if you had been here, my brother would not have died.”
33When Jesus saw her weeping, and the Jews who came with her also weeping, he was greatly disturbed in spirit and deeply moved. 34He said, “Where have you laid him?” They said to him, “Lord, come and see.” 35Jesus began to weep. 36So the Jews said, “See how he loved him!” 37But some of them said, “Could not he who opened the eyes of the blind man have kept this man from dying?” 38Then Jesus, again greatly disturbed, came to the tomb. It was a cave, and a stone was lying against it. 39Jesus said, “Take away the stone.” Martha, the sister of the dead man, said to him, “Lord, already there is a stench because he has been dead four days.” 40Jesus said to her, “Did I not tell you that if you believed, you would see the glory of God?” 41So they took away the stone. And Jesus looked upward and said, “Father, I thank you for having heard me. 42I knew that you always hear me, but I have said this for the sake of the crowd standing here, so that they may believe that you sent me.” 43When he had said this, he cried with a loud voice, “Lazarus, come out!” 44The dead man came out, his hands and feet bound with strips of cloth, and his face wrapped in a cloth. Jesus said to them, “Unbind him, and let him go.”
45Many of the Jews therefore, who had come with Mary and had seen what Jesus did, believed in him.


Sermon

Originally, I had a completely different sermon in mind for this Sunday…but I guess we all had something different in mind for this Sunday if we had made plans a month ago. 
After rereading this Sunday’s lectionary passages, I thought, “I can’t possibly use these…they are too dark, too scary, too…real.”  But, then again, these stories are the very stories that have given people hope in the past, have given hope to the people who first heard them or witnessed them.  So, perhaps, these are the very stories we need to hear today.
Let’s first deal with the story from Ezekiel.  Some historical background information might be helpful.  Both Jeremiah and Ezekiel served as priests and prophets to the people of Israel during the exile in Babylon under King Nebuchadnezzar.  When we read from Jeremiah, the prophet comes across as a concerned and doting grandfather, ashamed of his children and grandchildren’s behavior, praying night and day with God so that they might finally learn their lessons, find their way in the world, and flourish righteously.  Ezekiel, on the other hand, comes across as the crazy uncle who rants and raves, has dreams and sees scary visions of destruction.  Shortly after Ezekiel receives his call to prophesy to the people, he is made paralyzed, bound, and mute, then put on public display for the purpose of repenting for the sins of the people.  He eats scrolls and excrement.  He has his hair and beard cut off by a sword which is then separated into three parts and burned in three different places.  He writes of tasting his own visions and of gruesome and bloody events. 
Honestly, I’d much rather have a passage this morning from Jeremiah and talk like a concerned grandpa than to have a passage from Ezekiel – full of crazy visions on the level of raving madman.  However, in the end, whether speaking comforting words of compassion or of scary words of strange visions, both Jeremiah and Ezekiel come to the same conclusion…the people must move from where they are now to a new heart of concern for one another and for their God.
Within the scary vision of dried up bones, Ezekiel provides hope to the people.  The people who have experienced utter despair in the exile, the end of all hope, will experience God’s restoration. There is nothing God cannot do, and even when they are all dried up and feeling there is no hope left, God will bring them up out of the death of exile into new life with God. Ezekiel tries to explain to the people of Israel that God’s omnipotence is not limited by the people’s failure.  God provides restoration to Israel regardless of any prior repentance or obedience of the people.  It is simply by God’s grace which then leads to repentance of the people.
I think this is the word that we need to hear today.  God will bring us through this time of difficulty.  There is a difference however between the vision of dried bones for Ezekiel and the Israelites and what is happening now with us.  Ezekiel’s vision was for the Israelites to rise up after the exile and become new again.  Covid-19 is showing us that everyone will rise again.  It’s not about one nation against another.  It is back to the whole idea of us being connected.  We all must rise up together and be better people.  We all must hear the stirring of the bones of our ancestors clattering together, putting on flesh, for the sake of the future.  We all must feel the God’s ruah. This word has multiple meanings and is used in all three senses of the word in Ezekiel  It can mean breath of God or Spirit of God or the wind of God, which is even now – in the midst of this pandemic -  breathing new life into us.  This vision might have been for the ancients coming from a crazy old uncle, but it is also for us.
And then we have the story from John when Jesus gets word that his friend has fallen ill, gravely ill.  I often wonder how difficult it must have been for Jesus to purposely wait until Lazarus had died before going to Bethany.  Why did he do that?  It is revealed later on in the passage that Lazarus’ death wasn’t actually just about death, but also about Mary and Martha and all the people who followed Jesus to fully grasp the Glory of God. 
In John we have the shortest and most profound passage in all of scripture – Jesus wept.  Knowing that Jesus went to the tomb and cried, we know how deeply Jesus loved Lazarus.  He loved him as a human being who grieves his death.  But, Jesus also loved him as God, who weeps for all of our losses and struggles.  A God who desires something more wonderful for us than pain and anguish, who weeps when we miss out on blessings because we’ve been too distracted by the baubles and glitter that deflect from our best selves – God wants us to fully trust him, to fully lean on him in all circumstances and to know that God is breathing new life into us every moment.  It is, quite honestly, a perfect pairing with Ezekiel.   
As the saying goes, “I don’t know what tomorrow holds for us, but I do know who holds tomorrow.”  Allow the ruah of God to breathe deeply over and in you, shake off your dried up bones, weep for all the losses you might feel today.  But ultimately, when all of this is over, allow us as One Body to rise, shine, take a deep breath of God’s new life in you, in me, in us, and LIVE!


Benediction
          We are a people, loved by God.  We will live as signs of this great love.  We are a people, blessed with hope.  We will live in light of this hope.  May the love of God, the grace of Christ, and the courage of the Holy Spirit, strengthen our faith and set us loose to share God’s love with all.
AMEN.

Saturday, March 28, 2020

Today's Non-Meditation for Saturday, March 28, 2020

Today's Non-Meditation

Today I want to leave you with some questions to concentrate on, not so much of a meditation but rather a "check-in".

1.  What am I grateful for today?
2.  Who am I checking in on or connecting with today?
3.  What expectations of "normal" am I letting go of today?
4.  How am I getting outside today or enjoying the Spring air?
5.  How am I moving my body today?
6.  What beauty am I either creating, cultivating or inviting in today?

May God's blessings surround you this day.

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Friday, March 27, 2020

Today's Meditation - March 27, 2020

Today's Meditation

Read:
Romans 8:15b-27
When we cry, “Abba! Father!” it is that very Spirit bearing witness with our spirit that we are children of God,
and if children, then heirs, heirs of God and joint heirs with Christ—if, in fact, we suffer with him so that we may also be glorified with him. I consider that the sufferings of this present time are not worth comparing with the glory about to be revealed to us. For the creation waits with eager longing for the revealing of the children of God; for the creation was subjected to futility, not of its own will but by the will of the one who subjected it, in hope that the creation itself will be set free from its bondage to decay and will obtain the freedom of the glory of the children of God. We know that the whole creation has been groaning in labor pains until now; and not only the creation, but we ourselves, who have the first fruits of the Spirit, groan inwardly while we wait for adoption, the redemption of our bodies. For in hope we were saved. Now hope that is seen is not hope. For who hopes for what is seen? But if we hope for what we do not see, we wait for it with patience.
Likewise the Spirit helps us in our weakness; for we do not know how to pray as we ought, but that very Spirit intercedes with sighs too deep for words. And God, who searches the heart, knows what is the mind of the Spirit, because the Spirit intercedes for the saints according to the will of God.


To be truthful, this has been a difficult personal week for me as I'm sure it has been for the rest of you.  I'm not used to sitting at home.  I'm used to putting my energy into "figuring things out", even when life throws me something unpleasant, difficult, painful.  Two days ago the meditation was to sit with one word as a prayer, and yesterday to live into the darkness.  That proved to me harder than I thought.  My anxiety wants to say, "Okay, now back to our regularly scheduled program" and get back to the ways things were.
In pondering this, I thought about Lent (our regularly scheduled program) and what Lent means.  Lent is a wilderness journey.  Lent is a holy season that is set apart not for a time to dwell on our own sinfulness or to make our lives more difficult by "giving things up" or practicing penitence.  It's also not a time to prove our worth to God or to make sure that we're "good enough" by the time Easter comes (Side note: Who knows when we'll celebrate Easter as a community?)  But Lent is a season of the wilderness journey.  And who could have predicted the kind of wilderness we would be navigating?  It is a great time to listen to God's Spirit speaking to our spirits.  What is God leading you to do?  Where is God leading you?  In this wilderness there's a great opportunity to close our mouths and open our ears, to hear how God might already be whispering the next chapter of our lives and our story.
If anything, this can be a great wilderness moment.  Learn from it.  Take in all that this wilderness has to offer.  Because when we emerge out onto the other side of this unknown, we'll have become something different than what we now are.  The wilderness could shape us to become bitter and full of apathy, but it could also shape us for a bright and better future.  But honestly, it will be up to us and our willingness to listen that will make all the difference.


Thursday, March 26, 2020

Today's Meditation - Thursday, March 26, 2020

Today's Meditation

Richard Rohr's Center for Action and Contemplation has a daily devotional each morning.  This morning's message was from Barbara Brown Taylor regarding something she calls endarkenment - the opposite of enlightenment, in some ways.  In summary, it is the lessons or the blessings we receive after we've embraced the darkness, the struggle, the disappointment.  
The devotional itself seemed too dark to simply copy and post here, although it was helpful to me this morning.  I've given her message a take of my own. 

Reading:
Genesis 32:22-30
22The same night he got up and took his two wives, his two maids, and his eleven children, and crossed the ford of the Jabbok. 23He took them and sent them across the stream, and likewise everything that he had.
24Jacob was left alone; and a man wrestled with him until daybreak. 25When the man saw that he did not prevail against Jacob, he struck him on the hip socket; and Jacob’s hip was put out of joint as he wrestled with him. 26Then he said, “Let me go, for the day is breaking.” But Jacob said, “I will not let you go, unless you bless me.” 27So he said to him, “What is your name?” And he said, “Jacob.” 28Then the man said, “You shall no longer be called Jacob, but Israel, for you have striven with God and with humans, and have prevailed.” 29Then Jacob asked him, “Please tell me your name.” But he said, “Why is it that you ask my name?” And there he blessed him. 30So Jacob called the place Peniel, saying, “For I have seen God face to face, and yet my life is preserved.”

Sometimes we find ourselves, such as now collectively, in a difficult spot, in difficult times, dealing with grief, with anxiety, or with pain.  None of us wants that.  None of us would choose that if there were a choice.  And yet, at the same time, if we were to embrace the darkness, embrace the difficulty, work through the grief, face the anxiety, or endure the pain; there are often blessings on the other side of it.  While we wrestle with God as Jacob did in our passage this morning, we can't see it or know it.  But joy comes in the morning when our difficult time is over, when the grief gives way to the tiniest sliver of hope for tomorrow, when our anxious hearts find rest, when the pain is beginning to dull.  There can be blessings that abound for us. 
Isolation can be difficult for many of us.  Please don't hesitate to reach out if these days are overwhelming.

Today's music meditation is BYU's Vocal Point singing You Will Be Found.

Wednesday, March 25, 2020

Today's Meditation - Wednesday, March 25, 2020

Today's Meditation Wednesday, March 25, 2020

Scripture Reading:

Romans 5.1-5

Therefore, since we are justified by faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ, 2through whom we have obtained access to this grace in which we stand; and we boast in our hope of sharing the glory of God. 3And not only that, but we also boast in our sufferings, knowing that suffering produces endurance, 4and endurance produces character, and character produces hope, 5and hope does not disappoint us, because God’s love has been poured into our hearts through the Holy Spirit that has been given to us.


In the midst of chaos and struggles, it can be very difficult to pray.  Brain McLaren (www.brianmclaren.net), a contemporary activist, author, and theologian, says that to find a center we should just concentrate on one word in our prayer.  Sometimes the word HELP is enough to start.  For me today the word is PEACE.  "We have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ."
There is so much unrest in the world and in our hearts right now, I'm seeking peace in my anxious soul.  Perhaps you need to focus on this word, too.  Perhaps it's another word.  Whatever word you choose, allow it to sink deep into your mind, heart, and spirit.  When you have found your center, then you can name the other words, and the people, and the situations that need focus and prayer.


One of my favorite Hymn tunes is Finlandia, by Jean Sibelius to the words of This Is My Song by Cantus.

Tuesday, March 24, 2020


Meditation for Tuesday, March 24, 2020


1 Thessalonians 5:16-18


16Rejoice always, 17pray without ceasing, 18give thanks in all circumstances; for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus for you.


“He who sings,” said St. Augustine, “prays twice.” The holy Bishop of Hippo meant that singing adds to our praise and worship of God—that our voices are gifts, with which we can make music to the Lord.  Sung prayer expresses the joy of the heart, the happiness resulting from one who has encountered Jesus Christ and experienced Christ's love.  Sung prayer reminds us of the choirs of heaven, with whom we are called to praise God eternally in heaven.

I think, The Prayer, sung by father and daughter duo, Mat and Savanah Shaw, is sufficient for the day.

Click on the song and the link to their YouTube video will show up just below the song for you to click and play.  It is one of the best versions I've ever heard of this beautiful duet.  May it's music fill you with hope today.

Remember to Stop, Drop, and Pray!

Monday, March 23, 2020

Meditation for Monday, March 23, 2020


Meditation for Monday, March 23, 2020

I had wanted to write this meditation earlier so it would be ready to simply upload this morning, but had difficulty knowing exactly what I wanted to say for the first meditation during this time apart.  It wasn’t until 3am this morning that inspiration came and then it took awhile to form in my thoughts.
Scripture passage for today:

Genesis 17:1-8
When Abram was ninety-nine years old, the Lord appeared to Abram, and said to him, “I am God Almighty; walk before me, and be blameless. 2And I will make my covenant between me and you, and will make you exceedingly numerous.” 3Then Abram fell on his face; and God said to him,
4“As for me, this is my covenant with you: You shall be the ancestor of a multitude of nations. 5No longer shall your name be Abram, but your name shall be Abraham; for I have made you the ancestor of a multitude of nations. 6I will make you exceedingly fruitful; and I will make nations of you, and kings shall come from you.
7I will establish my covenant between me and you, and your offspring after you throughout their generations, for an everlasting covenant, to be God to you and to your offspring after you. 8And I will give to you, and to your offspring after you, the land where you are now an alien, all the land of Canaan, for a perpetual holding; and I will be their God.”

  I shared part of this story already, but on the morning of Friday, March 13 I went to the Bethesda Church and the Olivet Church to wipe down and disinfect all surfaces that people normally touch.  When I started to wipe down the pews, I thought about the person who sat in that particular spot and what I knew about them, their struggles, or the stories they’d shared with me.  I prayed for each person.  It was a profoundly spiritual and connective moment.  I realized how connected I am to these people, how much they’ve embraced me and I, them.
Before we knew how the full impact of the coronavirus would change everything, I began to also see how connected the world is.  This virus has made it very clear that we live in a mobile society with people and connections in every part of the globe.  It spread from one person or three from country to country in less than a few months’ time.  Father Abraham did become the ancestor to many nations.  We are all family!  We have family, loved ones, and connections in every part of the globe.  That’s why something like this spread so quickly.  Over the centuries I think we’ve forgotten this. 
Rather than fight with each other, we should be uniting to care for one another.  We’ve fought over property, over resources, over who’s better, who’s worse.  We’ve fought over things that divide us.  But, have we ever truly embraced what unites us?  Have we fully understood that we are all part of the one body of creation? 
Divide and conquer is the game of strategists for winning a war against your enemies.  Perhaps what this virus is showing us is that the only thing that wins when we divide and conquer is evil.  I think it makes us less human, more primitive and animalistic.  Perhaps the new mantra for the 21st Century should be Unite and Conquer.  Although we must be physically distance from one another right now for the benefit of all, when we are able to come back together physically, let this be our new motto.
We are all family; every nation, nationality, person, place, thing on this planet.  When one of us is in pain or hurting, we all hurt.  May we rise to the covenant of family God made with Abraham.