Monday, August 31, 2020

Today's Meditation - Monday, August 31, 2020

 Today's Meditation
Read Job 12:1-25

Then Job answered: 2“No doubt you are the people, and wisdom will die with you. 3But I have understanding as well as you; I am not inferior to you. Who does not know such things as these? 4I am a laughingstock to my friends; I, who called upon God and he answered me, a just and blameless man, I am a laughingstock. 5Those at ease have contempt for misfortune, but it is ready for those whose feet are unstable.

6The tents of robbers are at peace, and those who provoke God are secure, who bring their god in their hands. 7“But ask the animals, and they will teach you; the birds of the air, and they will tell you; 8ask the plants of the earth, and they will teach you; and the fish of the sea will declare to you. 9Who among all these does not know that the hand of the Lord has done this? 10In his hand is the life of every living thing and the breath of every human being. 11Does not the ear test words as the palate tastes food?

12Is wisdom with the aged, and understanding in length of days? 13“With God are wisdom and strength; he has counsel and understanding. 14If he tears down, no one can rebuild; if he shuts someone in, no one can open up. 15If he withholds the waters, they dry up; if he sends them out, they overwhelm the land. 16With him are strength and wisdom; the deceived and the deceiver are his. 17He leads counselors away stripped, and makes fools of judges. 18He looses the sash of kings, and binds a waistcloth on their loins. 19He leads priests away stripped, and overthrows the mighty. 20He deprives of speech those who are trusted, and takes away the discernment of the elders. 21He pours contempt on princes, and looses the belt of the strong. 22He uncovers the deeps out of darkness, and brings deep darkness to light. 23He makes nations great, then destroys them; he enlarges nations, then leads them away. 24He strips understanding from the leaders of the earth, and makes them wander in a pathless waste. 25They grope in the dark without light; he makes them stagger like a drunkard.


    Job believes that he has become a laughing stock to his friends, mostly because they just don't get his steadfast belief and loyalty to God.  Although calamity has come, Job remains faithful.  Although he is heartsick and in extreme depression, he maintains his understanding of God.  None of his friends can persuade him otherwise, even if he might be angry with God, even if he questions why.

    Job uses the animal kingdom to shed light on his own justification for faith.  If the animals of the earth were to be questioned about their own comings and goings, about their multiplication or their demise, and if they could speak, even they would proclaim God as Ruler of All.  Somewhere behind all of the happenings upon the earth, is the Hand of God.  Job knew that even the breath we breathe was a gift from God.

    Despite his questions about his own suffering, Job affirms that God’s power is visible in nature, human society, religious matters, and national and international affairs.  Job knew all this, but it didn’t help.   He was still angry, depressed, full of mourning and distress. He didn’t want to argue with his friends anymore about this, he wanted to take his case directly to God.

    I think that is the biggest "take away" from Job.  It's okay to doubt, it's okay to be angry, it's okay to question and seek answers.  That doesn't mean that you've given up on faith, on belief, on God.  It simply means that our currently reality makes no sense in perspective of what we expected.  It just means that we are in the middle of a transformation, realizing and coming to a broader, deeper, faith.  If you are in the middle of a faith-crisis, don't give up, don't stop asking questions, don't retreat and simply give in to the temptation that since God does not answer, there is no God.  You are at that "make it" or "break it" moment, keep seeking....for it is in the questioning and searching that we find.

Sunday, August 30, 2020

Today's Worship Service and Sermon for Sunday, August 30, 2020

 

Worship for the Lord’s Day

August 30, 2020

Some announcements before we begin this day’s worship:

          The Community Support for Education Program at Bethesda had to be canceled.  Although I think it was a good program, we just didn’t have enough time to garner the volunteer support we needed to make it happen.  We had 32 requests for registrations from parents, but by Friday we only had 7 students registered, although I was expecting more over this weekend and even into this week.  The biggest hurdle was coming up with enough volunteers.  8 people contacted me with an interest in volunteering, but none of them actually committed to helping.  I knew it would be a stretch from the beginning, as I knew that most of our own members wouldn’t be able to volunteer, but also fully believed that it was the right thing to try and do for our community and was hoping for more community support.  I’ve always been a pastor that emphasizes the aspect of DOING ministry, not just talking about it.  The last few months with nothing substantial to actually do, I was (perhaps) a little too ALL-IN for this program to come to fruition.  So, in honesty, I’m a bit sad.

We were also beginning to make some plans to start parking lot worship services in the month of Sept. at the Bethesda Church.  The parking lot is not very large, but large enough to hold about 12-15 cars, backed in, with space in the center for me to preach and lead worship.  In 2019, PennDot approached us about bridge work that needed to be done just beyond our lot on 3rd Avenue and asked if they could use our parking lot to stage their equipment at the far end of the lot and work on the bridge.  They offered us some financial compensation for doing so.  For whatever reason, the work was delayed for nearly a year and has just now begun, which poses an additional hurdle to host worship services in the parking lot, at this time.  If they complete the work quickly, we might still think about hosting those worship services at the end of the month.  Otherwise, we are planning on the possibility of opening up both congregations on Oct 4 for our first in-person, corporately-gathered worship service at our regular times of 9:45am at Olivet and 11:15am at Bethesda.

 

Be patient.  We will be together in worship again, soon!  Until then, let’s begin:

 

Prelude

 

Opening Prayer

Be with us, O Lord, as we listen today for Your word and seek Your ways.  Guide our steps and guard our lives that we may serve You more effectively in this broken world.  AMEN.

 

Hymn  For the Beauty of the Earth

 

Prayer of Confession

  God of love and mercy, be with us this day.  We often falter in living up to Your expectations for us.  We create divisions between various people; we judge before we listen; we condemn before we make any attempt to understand.  Our lives are in turmoil and we confess that we have turned away from You.  It is fear and anger that too often surrounds us.  Our actions become based on those fears and anger.  Give us hearts overflowing with grace and compassion.  Help us mirror Jesus who loved and healed others who were rejected by “polite” society.  Remind us that we are called to be strong voices of hope for those who feel alienated and lost; we are called to be a home to strangers; to quench thirst and to give nourishment; to welcome and bring words of hope.  Forgive us when we have forgotten these things.   In Jesus’ name, we pray.  AMEN.

 

Words of Assurance

Christ calls each of us into lives of service and hope.  He equips us for these ministries and places us on the pathways of peace.  Rejoice!  You are called by God’s Son and blessed by him.  AMEN.

 

Affirmation of Faith – The Apostles’ Creed

I believe in God the Father Almighty, Maker of heaven and earth; and in Jesus Christ His only Son our Lord, Who was conceived by the Holy Ghost; born of the Virgin Mary; suffered under Pontius Pilate, was crucified, dead, and buried; He descended into hell; the third day He rose again from the dead; He ascended into heaven and sitteth on the right hand of God the Father Almighty; from thence He shall come to judge the quick and the dead.  I believe in the Holy Ghost; the holy catholic church; the communion of saints; the forgiveness of sins; the resurrection of the body; and the life everlasting.  Amen.

 

Pastoral Prayer:

(Continued prayers for all those affected by the Coronavirus, for our schools, for our national leaders.  We also need to pray for the devastation in Louisiana from Hurricane Laura.)

Lord of hope, we bow before You in prayer this day.  Enter our hearts as we lift up to You our joys and concerns.  We pray for situations and people who are in need of Your healing mercies and Your peace.  Help us, in our speech and in our actions, be a compassionate supporter and a messenger of peace.

As our lives have encountered difficulties and concerns, so, too, are we blessed with great joys.  We celebrate these moments of happiness and wonder lifting up joys and celebrations, as well.

Lord, bless all those whom we name before You in our hearts today.

Touch each life with the blessings and peace and mercy…  

 

Give us strength and empower us for the ministries of reconciliation.  We ask these things in the name of Jesus Christ our Savior who taught us to pray saying; Our Father, who art in heaven, hallowed be Thy name.  Thy kingdom come. Thy will be done, on earth as it is in heaven.  Give us this day our daily bread.  Forgive us our debts as we forgive our debtors.  And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil.  For Thine is the kingdom, and the power, and the glory, forever.  AMEN.

 

Hymn  He Leadeth Me

 

Scripture Readings

 

Old Testament: Exodus 3:1-15

Moses was keeping the flock of his father-in-law Jethro, the priest of Midian; he led his flock beyond the wilderness, and came to Horeb, the mountain of God. 2There the angel of the Lord appeared to him in a flame of fire out of a bush; he looked, and the bush was blazing, yet it was not consumed. 3Then Moses said, “I must turn aside and look at this great sight, and see why the bush is not burned up.” 4When the Lord saw that he had turned aside to see, God called to him out of the bush, “Moses, Moses!” And he said, “Here I am.” 5Then he said, “Come no closer! Remove the sandals from your feet, for the place on which you are standing is holy ground.” 6He said further, “I am the God of your father, the God of Abraham, the God of Isaac, and the God of Jacob.” And Moses hid his face, for he was afraid to look at God.

7Then the Lord said, “I have observed the misery of my people who are in Egypt; I have heard their cry on account of their taskmasters. Indeed, I know their sufferings, 8and I have come down to deliver them from the Egyptians, and to bring them up out of that land to a good and broad land, a land flowing with milk and honey, to the country of the Canaanites, the Hittites, the Amorites, the Perizzites, the Hivites, and the Jebusites. 9The cry of the Israelites has now come to me; I have also seen how the Egyptians oppress them. 10So come, I will send you to Pharaoh to bring my people, the Israelites, out of Egypt.”

11But Moses said to God, “Who am I that I should go to Pharaoh, and bring the Israelites out of Egypt?” 12He said, “I will be with you; and this shall be the sign for you that it is I who sent you: when you have brought the people out of Egypt, you shall worship God on this mountain.” 13But Moses said to God, “If I come to the Israelites and say to them, ‘The God of your ancestors has sent me to you,’ and they ask me, ‘What is his name?’ what shall I say to them?” 14God said to Moses, “I AM WHO I AM.” He said further, “Thus you shall say to the Israelites, ‘I AM has sent me to you.’“ 15God also said to Moses, “Thus you shall say to the Israelites, ‘The Lord, the God of your ancestors, the God of Abraham, the God of Isaac, and the God of Jacob, has sent me to you’: This is my name forever, and this my title for all generations.

 

New Testament: Matthew 16:21-28

21From that time on, Jesus began to show his disciples that he must go to Jerusalem and undergo great suffering at the hands of the elders and chief priests and scribes, and be killed, and on the third day be raised. 22And Peter took him aside and began to rebuke him, saying, “God forbid it, Lord! This must never happen to you.” 23But he turned and said to Peter, “Get behind me, Satan! You are a stumbling block to me; for you are setting your mind not on divine things but on human things.”

24Then Jesus told his disciples, “If any want to become my followers, let them deny themselves and take up their cross and follow me. 25For those who want to save their life will lose it, and those who lose their life for my sake will find it. 26For what will it profit them if they gain the whole world but forfeit their life? Or what will they give in return for their life? 27“For the Son of Man is to come with his angels in the glory of his Father, and then he will repay everyone for what has been done. 28Truly I tell you, there are some standing here who will not taste death before they see the Son of Man coming in his kingdom.”

Anthem – Nearer My God, To Thee

 

Sermon –  Just like the hymns, you can click on the sermon title to hear/watch a video of today’s sermon via YouTube.

 

A Stumbling Block

(based on Matthew 16:21-28)

 

          Jesus says to his disciples, “If anyone would like to follow me, let them deny themselves, take up their cross and follow me.”  This passage alone should get people flocking to churches and becoming Christians, don’t you think?  This is another one of those difficult sayings by Jesus.  We’d rather hear passages like “Come to me all who are weary and heavy laden and I will give you rest”, or from John, “Until now you have asked nothing in my name.  Ask, and you will receive, that your joy may be full”, or from the Beatitudes, “Blessed are they that mourn for they shall be comforted.” Those are great feel-good passages that make Christianity comfortable, safe, a buffer against the harsh realities of life.

          But “deny yourself and take up your cross”?  Many movies that depict Christ doing just that aren’t great recruiting methods for Christianity.  Who needs that when it is hard enough just to keep the bills paid and food on the table, when it is hard enough just to get up in the morning and face the challenges of the day? 

Certainly, Jesus didn’t mean that the only way we can follow him is through suffering and pain, or that we must be crucified like him on a cross in order to follow him.  But, if he didn’t mean that, what did he mean?

Well, the whole conversation started because Peter was asking the same questions.  The disciples were off by themselves with Jesus, taking a breather between the crowds and the critics.  In the passage just before this one which we read last week, Jesus asked his disciples who others thought he really was and then asked them who they thought he was.  Peter gave the right answer.  “You are the Christ,” he said, “the Son of the living God,” and Jesus rewarded Peter by calling him the petros or the pebble, the stone – incorrectly interpreted in English as the Rock, but the foundation upon which he would build his church.

But Peter’s glory doesn’t last very long, because as soon as Jesus begins to tell his disciples what is about to be required of him, how he is about to walk right into the trap set for him in Jerusalem, where he will suffer, and be killed, and be raised from the dead, Peter explodes, “God forbid, Lord!  This shall never happen to you.”  For Peter, this kind of talk is simply too much; to imagine his wise, young teacher coming to such a quick and bloody end, especially an end that can be avoided.  In Peter’s way of thinking, why walk into a trap when you can turn around and walk away?  Why take a risk you don’t have to take?  That’s a pretty normal and rational way of looking at it.  If you know what’s coming and what’s coming is bad, wouldn’t you do anything you could to avoid it?

The newspaper occasionally runs stories about these kinds of risk-takers: the man who rushes into the burning building to see if anyone has been left inside; the woman who dives into the hole in the frozen lake to rescue a child who has fallen through.  Those are the dramatic stories, but there are quiet ones too: the doctor who spends several nights a week in a rundown part of town, giving free medical care to homeless men; the student who spends Saturday afternoons rocking orphaned babies with Fetal Alcohol Syndrome or Crack babies in a downtown New York clinic; the teacher who quits her job and spends all her savings to go teach Nicaraguan peasants how to read.

It is only human to admire such people, but there is an equally human part of us that is taken aback by them and afraid for them.  We listen to the dangerous things they do or are planning to do and part of us, like Peter, wants to protest.  You know, you could get hurt doing that.  You could get killed being in that place.  You could catch some disease, be shot at, raped or murdered.  “God, forbid it!” comes a voice from deep down inside us somewhere.  “Isn’t there an easier way to do what you want to do?  Do you have to take such risks?  What if you get hurt?  What if you get killed?  God forbid that something like that should happen to you!”

That is, in so many words, what Peter says to Jesus, and right or wrong, he has a way of saying what the rest of the disciples (and us) are thinking.  Over and over again he is the disciples’ spokesman, the one who says the things they don’t dare ask.  “God forbid it!” he says when Jesus predicts his own death, and Jesus explodes.

“Get behind me, Satan!” he says to Peter.  “You are a stumbling block to me; you are setting your mind not on divine things, but on human things.”  What a shock that must have been for the other disciples, to hear Peter, the first primary disciple, called Satan; to hear Peter, the foundation of the new church, called a stumbling block or a hindrance in Jesus’ way.  What did he do wrong?  All he did was protest the forecast that Jesus himself said, that he would suffer and die.  All he did was say out loud that there had to be another way.

As far as Jesus was concerned, though, it was Satan talking; Satan, the ancient tempter.  From the beginning of time the Tempter has offered humanity alternatives to the will of God – easier alternatives, safer alternatives, flashier alternatives – all of them temptations for us to do and be something other than what God has called us to do and be.  In the case at hand, the temptation for Jesus is to play things safe, to skip the trip to Jerusalem and find another way to save the world – to direct the effort from a secret headquarters maybe, to elude his enemies, staying just out of their reach and leading his holy revolution without placing himself at risk.

We must assume that what Peter offers is a real temptation for Christ because later in the Garden of Gethsemane he even prayed to God for this cup to be taken from him, so he really was tempted and that’s why he silences Peter so harshly.  Like the tempter in the wilderness, Peter is offering him a way out, a detour around Jerusalem with all its risk of pain and death, and for a moment, perhaps, that possible alternative seems attractive to Christ.  “Get behind me, Satan!” he says, however tempted he may be.”

Here’s what troubles me about this exchange between Peter and Christ:  Does Jesus mean that all of us who pray to be delivered from suffering, pain and death are not on the side of God?  Does he mean that the only way we can be on God’s side is if we are willing, and not only willing, but enthusiastic about enduring suffering and pain?  That kind of bothers me!  I want to believe that God gives us life – in abundance with joy, not that God is eager to take that joy away.  Doesn’t God want us to be happy?  Doesn’t God care about our comfort and safety?

Well, the resounding answer, according to this morning’s passage is “No!”  “If you don’t deny yourself and take up your cross, then you can’t be a follower of Christ.”  But, the deep secret of Jesus’ harsh words for us in this passage is that our fear of suffering and death robs us of the very abundant life Christ offers elsewhere in Scripture, because our fear of death always turns into fear of living.  It turns into a stingy, cautious way of living that is not really living at all.  The deep secret of Jesus’ harsh words is that the way to have an abundant life is not to save it but to spend it, to give it away.  Winston Churchill once said, “We make a living by what we get, we make a life by what we give.”

Life, real living, cannot be shut up and saved.  In order for life to come to fruition and to be abundant, it has to be spilled, wasted, given away.  Each day must pass, each hour must be devoured, each moment must be consumed.  It is in the fullness of that experience that we have life.

Peter wanted to prevent Jesus from doing that.  He did not want Jesus’ life to be spilled, to be wasted.  He wanted to save it, to preserve it, to find a safer, more comfortable way for Jesus to be Lord.  What he forgot, apparently, was that Jesus’ supply of life was never-ending, that what poured out of him poured out of an underground source so fine, so strong, that the more of himself he gave, the more he had – a veritable geyser of living water sent to drench a dry, parched world.

Peter missed that part of what Jesus said, but so did I, the first nine or ten times that I heard it.  Listen again to what Matthew says, “Jesus began to show his disciples that he must go to Jerusalem and suffer many things from the elders and chief priests and scribes, and be killed, and on the third day be raised.” And on the third day be raised.  Peter missed that part and so can we.  But when we first hear the suffering part and the killing part, our minds don’t get that far in what it all means.  We get stuck on the suffering and death part.  We get that far and say, “God forbid it.  This shall never happen to you,” without finishing the sentence, without noticing that after the suffering and death part there is life again, abundant life, life for Jesus and for all of us that can never be cut off.

Living the life of faith is not about being a daredevil, however.  This is not a sermon about signing up for skydiving lessons or doing dangerous things for the thrill of it.  This is a sermon about living a life that matters – a life for Christ’s sake – and about refusing to put our own comfort and safety ahead of living a life like that, a life that pours itself out for others.

“If anyone would come after me,” Jesus says, “let them deny themselves and take up their cross and follow me.” Those words will never be easy to hear, but they are not, in the final analysis, an invitation to follow Jesus into death but instead an invitation to follow him into an abundant full life.

There is a certain amount of pain involved in being human, and a good bit more involved in being fully human, fully alive, especially in a world that counts on our fear of death and uses it to keep us in line.  Jesus’ enemies counted on his fear of death to shut him up and shut him down, but they were wrong.  He may have been afraid, but he did not let his fear stop him.  He did not get stuck on the suffering and death part.  He saw something beyond them, something as wide and glittering as the sea, worth every risk required to reach it, and he did not stop until he got there.

To follow Christ means going beyond the limits of our own comfort and safety.  It means receiving our lives as gifts instead of guarding them as our own possessions.  It means sharing the life we have been given instead of bottling it for our own consumption.  It means giving up the notion that we can build dams to contain the bright streams of our lives and letting them go instead, letting them swell their banks and spill their wealth until they carry us down to where they run, full and growing fuller, into the wide and glittering sea.

AMEN.

 

 

Hymn  I’ve Got Peace Like a River

 

Benediction

Go boldly into the world in the confidence that God goes with you, guiding your steps in paths of peace and healing.  Bring the good news of God’s love to all you meet.  Go in peace.  AMEN.

 

 

Postlude

Friday, August 28, 2020

Today's Meditation - Friday, August 28, 2020

 Today's Meditation
Read Job 9, various passages

Then Job answered: 2“Indeed I know that this is so; but how can a mortal be just before God? 3If one wished to contend with him, one could not answer him once in a thousand. 4He is wise in heart, and mighty in strength—who has resisted him, and succeeded?— 5he who removes mountains, and they do not know it, when he overturns them in his anger; 6who shakes the earth out of its place, and its pillars tremble; 7who commands the sun, and it does not rise; who seals up the stars; 8who alone stretched out the heavens and trampled the waves of the Sea; 9who made the Bear and Orion, the Pleiades and the chambers of the south; 10who does great things beyond understanding, and marvelous things without number. 11Look, he passes by me, and I do not see him; he moves on, but I do not perceive him. 12He snatches away; who can stop him? Who will say to him, ‘What are you doing?’ 13“God will not turn back his anger; the helpers of Rahab bowed beneath him.

14How then can I answer him, choosing my words with him? 15Though I am innocent, I cannot answer him; I must appeal for mercy to my accuser. 32For he is not a mortal, as I am, that I might answer him, that we should come to trial together. 33There is no umpire between us, who might lay his hand on us both. 34If he would take his rod away from me, and not let dread of him terrify me, 35then I would speak without fear of him, for I know I am not what I am thought to be.


    In the ninth chapter of Job, Job is frustrated and filled with righteous anger at God.  Job believes that God is not just, because there is no mediator.  If you have a quarrel with God, who can you turn to?  Who mediates between the plaintiff and the defendant if the plaintiff also serves as prosecutor, judge and jury?  Verse 33 says, "There is no umpire between us, who might lay his hand on us both."
    In thinking about this, Job has a legitimate argument.  In spite of Job's argument about God being unfair because of who God is versus who Job is, he recounts the greatness of God; God's vast knowledge and wisdom and the powerful strength he holds.  Job knows that it is an unequal fight and that he is the lesser of the two.  Yet, Job still contends that there should be some kind of mediator, someone to go to in order to lodge a complaint against God.
    This is one of the reasons why I love the book of Job so much.  Job is willing to be open and honest about his own limitations, about his own beliefs in his justifications.  At the same time, he seeks to understand how logically this whole system is supposed to work with God as being all things; All Powerful, Judge and Jury (or as we Presbyterians more kindly put it - Creator, Redeemer, Sustainer).  It doesn't make sense to Job.
    Jill Duffield, writer for Presbyterian Outlook, wrote a prayer for anxious times:
“Be not anxious,” you tell us, Lord. “Fear not,” your messengers repeat to your terrified children. “My peace I give to you,” Jesus assures us. But in this time and during this season our anxiety runs rampant.

Too many leaders stoke fear and countless justified worries keep us up at night. Hurricanes churn and turn, fires rage, the pandemic persists, political divisions deepen, economic turmoil devastates, our country heaves with the pain of injustice — and through it all, we ask how we can walk by faith and not by sight.

We want to live a life in which your perfect love casts out fear, but we confess, merciful God, that we are afraid, unsure what might come at us next, uncertain how we can endure the relentless suffering and upheaval all around us and right before us.

We cry out, “How long, O Lord?” We yearn to be still and know that you are God. We remember your promise to give when we ask and hear us when we call, so we plead with you now to send your Spirit and ease our troubled hearts. Quiet in us any voice but yours. Help us give to you those burdens we can no longer carry. Do more with us and through us than we could ever hope or imagine.

As we attempt in this tumultuous time to love you and our neighbors with all our heart, soul, mind and strength, clothe us with Christ, make of us a new creation in Christ, unite us in Christ until Christ comes again and crying and mourning and death are no more. We look to you Lord, so that we will not be afraid, and even in our fear we will seek to follow you and be faithful. Amen.

Thursday, August 27, 2020

Today's Meditation - August 27, 2020

Today's Meditation
Read Job 8

Then Bildad the Shuhite answered: 2“How long will you say these things, and the words of your mouth be a great wind? 3Does God pervert justice? Or does the Almighty pervert the right? 4If your children sinned against him, he delivered them into the power of their transgression. 5If you will seek God and make supplication to the Almighty, 6if you are pure and upright, surely then he will rouse himself for you and restore to you your rightful place. 7Though your beginning was small, your latter days will be very great.

8“For inquire now of bygone generations, and consider what their ancestors have found; 9for we are but of yesterday, and we know nothing, for our days on earth are but a shadow. 10Will they not teach you and tell you and utter words out of their understanding? 11“Can papyrus grow where there is no marsh? Can reeds flourish where there is no water? 12While yet in flower and not cut down, they wither before any other plant. 13Such are the paths of all who forget God; the hope of the godless shall perish. 14Their confidence is gossamer, a spider’s house their trust. 15If one leans against its house, it will not stand; if one lays hold of it, it will not endure. 16The wicked thrive before the sun, and their shoots spread over the garden. 17Their roots twine around the stoneheap; they live among the rocks. 18If they are destroyed from their place, then it will deny them, saying, ‘I have never seen you.’ 19See, these are their happy ways, and out of the earth still others will spring.

20“See, God will not reject a blameless person, nor take the hand of evildoers. 21He will yet fill your mouth with laughter, and your lips with shouts of joy. 22Those who hate you will be clothed with shame, and the tent of the wicked will be no more.”


    Job's friend Bildad tries to console Job by reminding him of what happened with his own ancestors and to the generations that have long been gone.   In verse 8, he says, "For inquire now of bygone generations, and consider what their ancestors have found; for we are but of yesterday, and we know nothing, for our days on earth are but a shadow.  Will they not teach you and tell you and utter words out of their understanding?"  Bildad then goes on in verse 20, 21, "See, God will not reject a blameless person, nor take the hand of evildoers.  He will yet fill your mouth with laughter, and your lips with shouts of joy."
    Sometimes the only way forward is to look back.  When we get stuck thinking that we are enduring a horrible tragedy and no one can possibly understand, it is somewhat consolable to look back at our ancestors and all they endured.  Looking back at what previous generations went through, helps us put our own life and our own situations into perspective.  People endured hardships before and they managed to get through it.  In fact, in many cases, they thrived afterward.  Bildad is basically saying the same to Job, "I understand that life is miserable right now, but you aren't the only person that has ever had to endure such misery.   Look back at our ancestors and previous generations, look what they endured.  And yet, they came through it.  You will, too.  God will bring you out of this."
    We often get stuck in the micro-vision of our day to day existence.  The constant highs and lows that come from our daily routines and the triumphs and the tragedies that go with them.  Bildad (and God) suggest that we look more clearly at the macro-vision of life.  Take a step back.  Yes, today might be a "terrible, horrible, no good, very bad day."  But, tomorrow might not be so awful and the day after that might just be a little bit better.  And weeks/months/years from now, we might even be able to dance and sing again with laughter and shouts of joy.  
    This doesn't negate the feelings that we have when life is horrible, but it does provide us a small amount of comfort to see us through.


Note:
When I read today's passage, began writing the meditation, and choosing the song, I'm in prayer thinking of all those going through difficulties right now; physical, emotionally, and spiritual.  I'm also in prayer for those in the path of a literal storm; Hurricane Laura.  May God watch over you!

Wednesday, August 26, 2020

Today's Meditation - Wednesday, August 26, 2020

 Today's Meditation
Read Psalm 65

1Praise is due to you, O God, in Zion; and to you shall vows be performed,

2O you who answer prayer! To you all flesh shall come.

3When deeds of iniquity overwhelm us, you forgive our transgressions.

4Happy are those whom you choose and bring near to live in your courts. We shall be satisfied with the goodness of your house, your holy temple.

5By awesome deeds you answer us with deliverance, O God of our salvation; you are the hope of all the ends of the earth and of the farthest seas.

6By your strength you established the mountains; you are girded with might.

7You silence the roaring of the seas, the roaring of their waves, the tumult of the peoples.

8Those who live at earth’s farthest bounds are awed by your signs; you make the gateways of the morning and the evening shout for joy.

9You visit the earth and water it, you greatly enrich it; the river of God is full of water; you provide the people with grain, for so you have prepared it.

10You water its furrows abundantly, settling its ridges, softening it with showers, and blessing its growth.

11You crown the year with your bounty; your wagon tracks overflow with richness.

12The pastures of the wilderness overflow, the hills gird themselves with joy,

13the meadows clothe themselves with flocks, the valleys deck themselves with grain, they shout and sing together for joy.


    Today's Daily Lectionary continues in Job, which I've been using for the past week, but the reading from Job 7 just continues the story of Job's anguish and how painful his suffering has become.  Today, I decided to take a break from Job and use the Psalm reading for the meditation.
    Verse 8 struck me in particular.  I haven't been to earth's farthest bounds, nor lived there, but I have been blessed to have traveled widely myself and have friends and family that have been to all the continents, and nearly every nation on earth and have always been in complete and total awe of the beauty of the world.  I love to travel and meet people from all over the world.
    My son Tyler's uncle went to Antarctica last year and sent back pictures.  AMAZING!  Friends have been to Iceland and have shared their experiences (my first roommate was from Iceland and an ESL student of mine was from there) - EXTRAORDINARY!  Another student shared his pictures and experiences from Siberia.  Another friend shared her experiences in Russia - POWERFUL!  Other friends have shared their journeys growing up in Morocco, Beirut, Sudan, Nepal, Philippines, Singapore, New Zealand, Brazil, Chile, Peru, Uruguay, all the Western European nations, etc... - WOW! 
From Barren, Alaska to McMurdo Station, Antarctica - from the remote Galapagos Islands to the most densely populated city of Dhaka, Bangladesh, God reigns and show signs of his wonder.
May the wonder and beauty of the earth and the peoples that inhabit it fill your heart with joy this day!

Tuesday, August 25, 2020

Today's Meditation - Tuesday, August 25, 2020

 
Today's Meditation
Read Job 6, various passages

Then Job answered: 2“O that my vexation were weighed, and all my calamity laid in the balances! 3For then it would be heavier than the sand of the sea; therefore my words have been rash. 4For the arrows of the Almighty are in me; my spirit drinks their poison; the terrors of God are arrayed against me.

8“O that I might have my request, and that God would grant my desire; 9that it would please God to crush me, that he would let loose his hand and cut me off! 10This would be my consolation; I would even exult in unrelenting pain; for I have not denied the words of the Holy One. 11What is my strength, that I should wait? And what is my end, that I should be patient? 12Is my strength the strength of stones, or is my flesh bronze? 13In truth I have no help in me, and any resource is driven from me.

14“Those who withhold kindness from a friend forsake the fear of the Almighty. 15My companions are treacherous like a torrent-bed, like freshets that pass away, 21Such you have now become to me; you see my calamity, and are afraid.


    Job replies to his friend's comment and to God.  Job's frustration comes from a place of brokenness.  He has endured much and will not be consoled.  His grief is heavy, so heavy in fact that he feels that God's arrows, touched with poison, have been shot through him, and that his spirit drinks of that poison.  He wishes that he were dead; that is his desire, his wish, his last request of God.  
    Job then questions his own ability to endure such suffering.  "What is my strength, that I should wait?  And what is my end, that I should be patient?  Is my strength the strength of stones, or is my flesh bronze?  In truth I have no help in me..."
    When tragedy strikes we never feel that we can endure the pain.  We often feel that it is too much for our soul to bear.  As mentioned earlier, the spirit work of the soul is tough work and is first done in silence, as his friends sat with Job in the ash heap while he mourned, being present with him.  And then, as with Job, the tirade of accusations, of intense blame, of emotional eruption comes.  The internal work of grief, not yet complete, is nonetheless let loose.  In the film, Steel Magnolias, this is shown in a graphic and well acted scene by Sally Field who plays M'Lynn, Shelby's mother.  She endures the death of her daughter mostly in silence as a pillar of strength to her family and friends.  But then, suddenly, in a torrent of anger, after the funeral, she lets loose.  And boy, does she let loose!
    God does the same with us.  Through the pain and grief, God watches us, consoles us, and whether we feel it or not, is present with us - even through the tempest of harsh words and rash negotiations.  
    If you are experiencing loss, pain, suffering, or heartache, allow the feelings to flow.  God is with you, even if you don't feel it at the moment.  God is present with you right now.  And when the time has come for you to yell, to scream, to beat your fist against the wall - do it.  Let those intense emotions have their release; let it out.

Fall On Me by Andre Bocelli and his son, Matteo Bocelli

Monday, August 24, 2020

Today's Meditation - Monday, August 24, 2020

 Today's Meditation
Read Job 4, 5 various passages

Then Eliphaz the Temanite answered: 2“If one ventures a word with you, will you be offended? But who can keep from speaking? 3See, you have instructed many; you have strengthened the weak hands. 4Your words have supported those who were stumbling, and you have made firm the feeble knees. 5But now it has come to you, and you are impatient; it touches you, and you are dismayed. 6Is not your fear of God your confidence, and the integrity of your ways your hope?

12“Now a word came stealing to me, my ear received the whisper of it. 13Amid thoughts from visions of the night, when deep sleep falls on mortals, 14dread came upon me, and trembling, which made all my bones shake. 15A spirit glided past my face; the hair of my flesh bristled. 16It stood still, but I could not discern its appearance. A form was before my eyes; there was silence, then I heard a voice: 17‘Can mortals be righteous before God? Can human beings be pure before their Maker? 18Even in his servants he puts no trust, and his angels he charges with error; 19how much more those who live in houses of clay, whose foundation is in the dust, who are crushed like a moth. 20Between morning and evening they are destroyed; they perish forever without any regarding it. 21Their tent-cord is plucked up within them, and they die devoid of wisdom.’

5“Call now; is there anyone who will answer you? To which of the holy ones will you turn? 2Surely vexation kills the fool, and jealousy slays the simple. 3I have seen fools taking root, but suddenly I cursed their dwelling. 4Their children are far from safety, they are crushed in the gate, and there is no one to deliver them. 5The hungry eat their harvest, and they take it even out of the thorns; and the thirsty pant after their wealth.

6For misery does not come from the earth, nor does trouble sprout from the ground; 7but human beings are born to trouble just as sparks fly upward. 8“As for me, I would seek God, and to God I would commit my cause. 9He does great things and unsearchable, marvelous things without number. 10He gives rain on the earth and sends waters on the fields; 11he sets on high those who are lowly, and those who mourn are lifted to safety.

17“How happy is the one whom God reproves; therefore do not despise the discipline of the Almighty. 18For he wounds, but he binds up; he strikes, but his hands heal. 19He will deliver you from six troubles; in seven no harm shall touch you. 20In famine he will redeem you from death, and in war from the power of the sword. 21You shall be hidden from the scourge of the tongue, and shall not fear destruction when it comes. 26You shall come to your grave in ripe old age, as a shock of grain comes up to the threshing floor in its season. 27See, we have searched this out; it is true. Hear, and know it for yourself.”


The Daily Lectionary picks and chooses among the passages in these two chapters.  
    After seven full days of morning, one of Job's friends breaks the silence.  Perhaps he senses that Job is ready to listen; when he decides for Job that the internal struggle has lasted long enough.  But the problem with him breaking the silence is that he says stupid things that we should try to refrain from when comforting those who grieve.  His friends, although initially supportive, have now grown weary of Job's mourning.  However, what they fail to grasp is that grief has no time frame.  
    Eliphaz, in essence, says to Job, "Look, you've been a support to all those around you who were weak in their times of trouble, but now that trouble has come to you, you're surprised?  Tragedy hits all of us, why did you think you'd be spared?  You aren't any better than the rest of us."
    But even as Eliphaz speaks harshly to Job, God's voice speaks to Job through him, saying to Job in chapter 5, "No one else but God will hear you.  Therefore, seek the Lord, submit your anger, frustration, and grief to God.  God does great things and unsearchable, marvelous things without number.  He gives rain on the earth and sends waters on the fields, he sets on high those that are lowly, and those who mourn are lifted to safety.  Therefore, do not despise the discipline of the Almighty.  For he wounds, but he binds up; he strikes, but his hands heal.  Hear, and know it for yourself."
    Sometimes in the midst of turmoil, we stop hearing and listening.  We get so filled up with our own problems that we fail to put them in perspective.  What Eliphaz initially said to Job may have been stupid, but it was also correct.  Tragedy doesn't escape any of us.  We all are touched by such things in life.  He said it badly and perhaps not in the proper time frame for Job to hear.  However, God then reframed it and said it in a time and a way that Job could hear.

Sunday, August 23, 2020

Today's Worship Service and Sermon - Sunday, August 23, 2020

 Worship for the Lord’s Day

August 23, 2020

A Note before we begin this day’s worship:

          The Bethesda Church is working on a program called Community Support for Education for the Elizabeth Forward School District whose families are caught in the difficult decision for a hybrid model of education as the school district begins the new school year.  Families do not always have the ability to be flexible in their jobs for at home, on-line learning.  We are opening up our church to a very limited number of children to use our fairly large facility to be dropped off at the church at 8:45am and picked up at 3:15pm on days that they can’t be left safely at home.  We need volunteers who are willing to be in the building Monday – Friday.  We are splitting the day into two shifts; a morning shift from 8:30-Noon and an afternoon shift from Noon-3:30pm, but we need two people for each shift.  You can volunteer one day a week for one shift or multiple days, but we need your help.  Volunteers do not need to offer tutoring or educational assistance, the kids will be self-taught via their Chromebooks/iPads with the teachers live or on videos.  Volunteers simply need to be in the building to make sure that the children are safe, take periodic breaks and have lunch, which they will either bring or the school will provide (we’re still negotiating this).  Volunteers will also need to wipe down/disinfect frequently touched surfaces throughout the day.  Masks will be required and temperatures taken when both volunteers and students arrive.  If you are able to volunteer, please let me know via email at www.revwaltp@gmail.com.  We currently only have 3 volunteers, which isn’t enough to administer the program, but we’ve gotten enough inquiries to fill our limited capacity.  So, yes, I’m kind of begging for volunteers, if you are able.

We will have a training session on Friday, August 28 at 1:00pm to go over details and for information to obtain ACT 33/34 clearances, which is free.  The school start date is scheduled to begin on Monday, Aug 31.

Be patient.  We will be together in worship again, soon!  Until then, let’s begin:

Prelude

Opening Prayer

 We thank you, O Lord, that we are not alone.  You watch over us, guide us, and lead us in Your righteous pathways.  When we stumble and fall, you lift us up and gently place us on that pathway again.  When we doubt, You surround us with Your mercy and peace, reassuring us of Your presence through the love of others and of our savior Jesus Christ.  Keep our hearts and minds open and ready to serve You, for we pray these things in Jesus’ name.  AMEN.

Hymn  Holy, Holy, Holy, Lord God Almighty  

Prayer of Confession

  There are far too many times, O Lord, when we have neglected or ignored the needs of others because it just wasn’t convenient for us to help. We backed away with excuses on our lips and indifference in our hearts.  Forgive us and set us on the right path of service and compassion in the name of Jesus who modeled faithful living for us.  Remind us that we are residents of a global community.  Help us hear the plight of those who have been voiceless.  With the gifts that we have and the love of Christ, direct our lives in compassionate service to others.  In Jesus’ name, we pray.  AMEN.

Words of Assurance

Through the abundance of God’s mercy and forgiving love, you are empowered to be disciples, to reach out to others, to offer the words and deeds of hope in a struggling world.  God’s blessings are poured over you for this service.  AMEN.

Affirmation of Faith – The Apostles’ Creed

I believe in God the Father Almighty, Maker of heaven and earth; and in Jesus Christ His only Son our Lord, Who was conceived by the Holy Ghost; born of the Virgin Mary; suffered under Pontius Pilate, was crucified, dead, and buried; He descended into hell; the third day He rose again from the dead; He ascended into heaven and sitteth on the right hand of God the Father Almighty; from thence He shall come to judge the quick and the dead.  I believe in the Holy Ghost; the holy catholic church; the communion of saints; the forgiveness of sins; the resurrection of the body; and the life everlasting.  Amen.

Pastoral Prayer:

(Continued prayers for all those affected by the Coronavirus, for our schools, for our national leaders.  We also need to pray for the devastation in Iowa that the recent storm left behind.  Please continue to keep my friend Dr. Johnny Awwad in your prayers in Beirut and our Presbyterian Church in Lebanon.)

Lord, we hear the wonderful words from Matthew’s gospel in which Simon Peter acknowledges Jesus as the Christ, the son of the living God.  He is given the name Peter, the rock upon whom the church will be built.  We would like to be the kind of “rock” that Jesus could count on – to be strong in the face of adversity; brave when danger is present; compassionate when sorrow and strife prevail.  You have called us to be Your church and we ask for Your transforming love that we might be better witnesses for You.  Today we name in our hearts before You people that we love who are dealing with sorrow and illnesses; people who feel abandoned and alone; people who are entering schools and colleges, military service, the workforce.  We also name those people and situations filled with joy and hope; a new home, the birth of a child, celebrations of special occasions, and often just a beautiful day.  Hear the cries of our hearts to You, O God.  Heal and transform our lives.

For we ask these things in the name of Jesus Christ our Savior who taught us to pray saying; Our Father, who art in heaven, hallowed be Thy name.  Thy kingdom come. Thy will be done, on earth as it is in heaven.  Give us this day our daily bread.  Forgive us our debts as we forgive our debtors.  And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil.  For Thine is the kingdom, and the power, and the glory, forever.  AMEN.

Hymn  Praise the Lord!  Ye Heavens, Adore Him

Scripture Readings

Old Testament: Psalm 124

1If it had not been the Lord who was on our side—let Israel now say—

2if it had not been the Lord who was on our side, when our enemies attacked us,

3then they would have swallowed us up alive, when their anger was kindled against us;

4then the flood would have swept us away, the torrent would have gone over us;

5then over us would have gone the raging waters.

6Blessed be the Lord, who has not given us as prey to their teeth.

7We have escaped like a bird from the snare of the fowlers; the snare is broken, and we have escaped.

8Our help is in the name of the Lord, who made heaven and earth.

New Testament: Matthew 16:13-20

13Now when Jesus came into the district of Caesarea Philippi, he asked his disciples, “Who do people say that the Son of Man is?” 14And they said, “Some say John the Baptist, but others Elijah, and still others Jeremiah or one of the prophets.” 15He said to them, “But who do you say that I am?” 16Simon Peter answered, “You are the Messiah, the Son of the living God.” 17And Jesus answered him, “Blessed are you, Simon son of Jonah! For flesh and blood has not revealed this to you, but my Father in heaven. 18And I tell you, you are Peter, and on this rock I will build my church, and the gates of Hades will not prevail against it. 19I will give you the keys of the kingdom of heaven, and whatever you bind on earth will be bound in heaven, and whatever you loose on earth will be loosed in heaven.” 20Then he sternly ordered the disciples not to tell anyone that he was the Messiah.

Anthem – Upon This Rock by Sandi Patty.  I love this woman's voice.  I've listened to her for years.  This is an older recording, but there is an unmistakable, what I call, the "Sandi Patty Ending".  You'll know it, when you hear it.  (And I refer to any song that does this as a "Sandi Patty Ending".)

 

Sermon –  Just like the hymns, you can click on the sermon title to hear/watch a video of today’s sermon via YouTube.

 

Upon This Rock

(based on Matthew 16:13-19)

A friend of mine was walking out of her church on Sunday morning.  As she was walking towards her car, she bumped into a thin, sort of lost-looking man who was standing on the sidewalk looking up at the big stone church.  She excused herself and started to walk away, but the man called to her and said, “Tell me,” pointing through the big front doors into the church she had belonged most of her life, “what is it that you believe in there?”  She started to answer him and then realized that she did not exactly know the answer, or rather didn’t know how to put it into a short sentence, and as she stood there trying to compose something to say, the man said to her, “Never mind.  I’m sorry if I bothered you,” and walked away.

          She started to protest and call him back, but decided to let it go.  But as the week passed it bothered her more and more.  She told a group of us this story over dinner one night.  And after she was done she looked pointedly at the two ministers in our group, me being one of them and said, “so, what would you have said to him?”

          What would I have said?  Why do I go to church?  Why have I made it my very vocation?  What is it that we believe in there?  Is it the Apostles’ Creed?  Well, that’s not exactly the sort of answer you want to recite on the sidewalk, even if you do think that someone might stick around to hear it.  It’s kind of rote and dry, if you haven’t grown up with it.  Would I have told the man that we believe in Jesus as our Lord?  Sure, certainly, but what does that mean, exactly, to a man on the sidewalk these days?  What do the words Jesus and Lord even mean today to those who’ve never even set foot inside a church?   Would I have said that we come to worship God?  But isn’t that statement alone a little general?  Perhaps I could have expounded upon that and said that we believe that, in spite of all the appearances to the contrary, the world really is in God’s good hands and that we come to church to learn more about our role and responsibility in creating a world that’s more just, loving, kind, and full of hope.  Says who, though?  And, so what?  With all the churches around, you’d think this world would be a whole lot better, if that were truly the case.

          What is it exactly that we believe in there and what would you say to a lost-looking man on the sidewalk?

          In today’s scripture reading Jesus himself is the man on the sidewalk, the one who asks the questions about what it all means, about what he means to his disciples.  They have all just come into the district of Caesarea Philippi trailing incredible miracles behind them; the feeding of the five thousand, the calming of the storm at sea, the curing of the Canaanite woman’s daughter, among many others.  But Jesus has not just been healing; he has been teaching as well, lessons about obedience to the law and about the difference between words and deeds.

          And so, every now and then, like a good teacher, he quizzes his students to see how much they are taking in, to see how well they have understood him, and he doesn’t hide his displeasure at their consistently low scores.  In the verses just before the ones for today’s reading, he warns them to be on guard against the yeast of the Pharisees and Sadducees.  Eager to please their teacher, the disciples decide that Jesus is actually talking about bread and say to him, “We brought no bread.  Therefore there is no harm.” 

“O men of little faith,” Jesus says to them, “why do you discuss among yourselves the fact that you have no bread?  How is it that you fail to perceive that I was not speaking about bread, but rather about the teaching of the Pharisees and Sadducees?”

          Small wonder it is then, that they are a little anxious when Jesus gathers them all around and asks an entirely different kind of question – not one about anything he has said, but one about who he is.  “Who do people say the Son of Man is?” he asks them, and they are truly relieved, because it is a question they have some answers to.  They don’t have to go over all that he had been teaching them and come up with an answer.  All they have to do is tell Jesus what they have heard.  Easy.

          You can almost see the expectation on the disciples’ faces as they turn over the little tidbits that they have heard.  “John the Baptist,” one of them says.  “Elijah,” someone else suggests.  “Jeremiah or one of the prophets,” another adds.  They pull these names out of their pockets like interesting stones they have found at the river’s edge and hand them over to Jesus for appraisal.  Because here there is not a whole lot of risk involved in repeating what you have heard others say.  As the suggested names grow fewer and farther between, the expectation grows.  So, which is it, Lord?  What is the right answer, they wonder almost audibly?

          But Jesus does not give them the answer; instead, he puts them back on the spot, “Ok.  But who do you say that I am?”

Silence. 

Like the awkward silence of my friend on the sidewalk. “What do you believe in there?”  After a moment the man said, “Never mind, sorry to have bothered you.”

But, in this case, Jesus doesn’t let his disciples off that easily.  He waits.  Who knows how long that silence lasts before Peter breaks it with his answer.  “You are the Christ, the son of the living God.”

Thank goodness for Peter!  Right or wrong, he is always the first one out of the gate, one of the first to leave his fish net and follow Jesus, the first one out of the boat to walk on the water, the first to volunteer his opinion on any given subject.  Sometimes it’s hard to say whether he is courageous or just plain reckless, but in any case his answer is apparently the one Jesus is looking for, because in one fell swoop Jesus pronounces Peter blessed, the rock upon which the church will be built, and the inheritor of the keys to the kingdom of heaven.

          But…there is a catch, although Peter’s answer was the right one, it isn’t really his.  “Blessed are you,” Jesus tells him, “for flesh and blood has not revealed this to you, but my Father who is in heaven,” which is a little like saying, “Blessed are you for coming up with the right answer, even though you cheated because it really isn’t your own.”

          If it wasn’t Peter’s own answer, if he didn’t even think it up, then why does he get rewarded for it? 

His sudden blessed status and promotion may have seemed a bit odd to those other disciples, as well.  After all, Peter sank in the middle of the sea on his walk out to Jesus because he doubted.  And while he may have been the first person with his hand up in the air when a question was asked, he didn’t always follow through on his bold pronouncements.

Jesus says, nonetheless, “You are Peter”, giving Simon Bar-Jonah (Simon, son of Jonah) a new name, “and on this rock I will build my church.”  With that, Peter is exalted in front of the others.

But six verses later, Jesus will have to put Peter back in his place, for no sooner does Peter receive his new authority than he begins to argue with Jesus about what is really going to happen in Jerusalem when they get there.  “Get behind me, Satan!” Jesus cries. “For you are a stumbling block in my path!”  And in a very short time span, Peter goes from being blessed to being satanic, from being a cornerstone of the church that Jesus will build upon to being a stumbling block in Christ’s way.

In some ways, it’s almost impossible to squeeze a moral lesson out of this story, to find some model for our own behavior, because the fact is Peter doesn’t do anything particularly right on his own.  He is impulsive and opinionated, and when push comes to shove he even denies that he knows Jesus at all.  About all that can be said in his favor is that he is willing to go first, to speak his mind, and that every time he falls down he gets back up again, brushes himself off, and charges ahead.  While the other disciples hang back for fear of giving the wrong answer.

So, what is the lesson here?  If we go back to the original language we might find something.  Jesus says, “You are Petros”, the masculine form of Peter, Rock.  It means a stone or a pebble, a small piece of a larger rock.  Then Jesus says, and on this petra I will build my church.  Petra is the feminine form of the very same word and that form of the word means boulder, a mother lode of rock, a great big huge massive edifice of stone.  So that makes Peter just a small stone, a small part of the mountainous stone that Jesus builds his church upon.

It is this relationship between the two that the church will be built; Peter’s small pebble built upon the motherlode of stone in Christ that the church will be built.  It is not by Peter’s virtue of being rock-solid.  Instead, he has been chosen by God because of the relationship that Peter and Jesus share.  Because Jesus in his unsearchable wisdom, his inscrutable way, decided to pick a bullheaded, bighearted, fallible, stubborn, never-say-die pebble upon which to build his church.

Because if Jesus understands someone like him, then maybe Jesus understands someone like me.  Someone who goes ahead and says things and then regrets them, or makes brave promises and then loses heart.

If Peter is the rock upon which the church is built, then there is hope for all of us, because he really is one of us, just another pebble upon which the mountain is created.  In spite of his flaws, or perhaps because of them he remained God’s chosen rock whether he is acting like a cornerstone or a stumbling block, and because he shows us that blessedness is less about perfectness than about willingness and being unique – that what counts is to risk our own answers, to go ahead and try, to get up one more time after falling.

So the next time you bump into someone who asks you what you believe, and all of a sudden you understand that your answer matters a great deal, that even though you do not know who is asking you the question you know for sure whom you are answering – well, go ahead and give it a try.  You may say something stupid, but then again you may surprise yourself and an answer will be given to you and you’ll say something inspired instead.  The important thing is to try – not only to say what we believe but also to live what we believe – knowing that we are just like Peter, just a small stone added to our other small stones to create a mountain of truth and belief against which even the powers of death cannot prevail against it.  Regardless of what we might think right now, it is a promise that we’ve been given.  The church is not going anywhere.  It is upon this rock that we hold the future.  It is upon this rock that together we will stand.

AMEN

Hymn  Soon and Very Soon  

Benediction

The world awaits the love and gifts you have to offer.  Go forth in joy and peace to be God’s witnesses this day and all your days.  AMEN.

Postlude